A Letter to my Internet Friends

My letter to Taylor and Bailey

Where do I start. I love you guys more than anything else in the world. You guys mean more than anything and deserve more than just talking through a screen. I've never really thought of you guys as "internet" friends. Whenever I talk about you guys (always) I find myself never saying internet friend, it's always just "my friend..." Usually I'll get interrupted by people saying "Oh which school do they go to?" Or "Who are they, I've never met them." And then I'm forced to say Internet friend. I hate that term "Internet friend". It makes it seem different (not less superior than friend just different).

So enough with that, let's talk about our friendship. We've been friends for a little over a year and that is one year that I will never regret. Our friend group has hit a rough patch or two that will always be there, but we haven't ever let that affect us. I remember looking back on everything on our friendiversary and I remember crying that day because all I could think about was our friendship and how you guys are the best things that have ever happened to me. I remember when we would talk to each other at two in the morning and having the weirdest conversations and me finding myself thinking about how you guys would feel about the decisions I'm making.

     I like to think about the days we have all spent together talking about nothing and everything at the same time and having multiple toned conversations on different medias, we could be arguing about who was more right on iMessage and message each other on Instagram about a funny meme, and on kik about how much we love each other and how much we mean to each other. I like to think of all of the things I've experienced with you guys right by my side. (I.e. My first hospitalization experience lmao, my first day of high school, my worst days and my best.)

     Taylor; I remember many things about the stupid stuff we've done and talked about, and there's no better place to talk about it than in a letter. When you rapped Alphabet Aerobics and everyone was shook to the core, and when you licked the white out (haha I'll never forget that), I've been there with you (sorta) when you had your first kiss. With you there beside me I feel like you're my sister that I've never had, the sister I wish I had. I remember when I was bob Ross for a night and everyone laughed and had fun, so I continued doing it, but it seemed to cheer you up that night, so even though i'm not the best at art and i'm definitely not the most funny person ever, but I'll always try my hardest when it comes to you.

     Bailey, where do I even start. You've helped me through so much and I've had many great times with you, you were there to tell me what to expect for high school, you've been there for me when I needed you, and you and Taylor where the only ones there for me after I left the group chat, so I would like to thank you guys for that. I remember the day that I joined the group chat we instantly began having our own conversation to the side, and I immediately clung to you, and I didn't know that I would ever in a million years make my two best friends on a bored hot August 8th of 2016.

     Although this letter isn't very long, it's what I have to give you because it would take me a million years to complete, just know I love you a million, and thank you guys for making my entire life better.

Bailey