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I couldn't believe it....Just like that...and she's dead...gone...and theirs nothing I could do about it.
My best friend in the whole entire world, Loren, was presumed dead.....And it's all my fault....
We were at a party a few nights ago and she offered to drive me home since I drank and she didn't want me to get hurt.....but on our way to Stark Towers....We got in a car crash..
God! If I just didn't drink at that stupid party, she never would have needed to take me home!!!!
Of course, none of The Avengers knew about the car crash and thats how I wanted to keep it for now....I mean...everyone is so busy...I couldn't possibly bug them with this.
But I just couldn't sleep....I've been up for the past few nights...I've avoided all of The Avengers, I've avoided eating, training, and everything in between.
I just needed to sleep though...I couldn't take it anymore...So I walked down to the lab.
"Hey Y/N," Bruce says as I walk through the door of the lab
"H-Hey..." I stutter out softly
"You've been very....quiet latley," He tells me as he looks up at me and take off his glasses "You look horrible."
"Thanks..." I sigh out "Listen...I just came here to see if you had any sleeping pills," I admit as I rub my eyes
"Y/N....Are you ok? You look....sick," Bruce admits
"I'm fine Bruce!....Just...do you have the medicine or not?" I ask again
"Um...yeah," He goes through a few cabinets before pulling out a bottle of pills "Here."
I take the bottle from him "Thanks," I sigh out
"Yeah..." He gives me a small pitiful smile as I turn around and get ready to head out of the lab, but Bruce made me stop when he said from behind me "She died...Didn't she?"
When he said those few words...My whole body felt like it dropped.
"What do you...What do you mean?" I play dumb as I turn around
Bruce sighs "I have a friend who works at the hospital and informed me that you were in a car accident...when I asked if you were ok...he said yes, but your friend wasn't."
Bruce takes a step forward "I didn't want to tell the rest of The Avengers and worry them even more."
And there I was...crying all over again.
"It's all my fault!" I cry out "If I didn't get drunk...she never would have offered to drive me!"
"No, No, No, Y/N..." Bruce says as he comes over to comfort me
"No! It was my fault! I killed her!" I scream as loud as I could
I cry into his chest as he strokes my hair.
"At night I can hear her screaming....Thats all I hear! Shes crying all the time in my head asking me to help her! But I can't!"
"I know Y/N....I know..." He holds me tight trying to relax me, but I just kept crying and hyperventilating
Every time I closed my eyes...I just saw her...sitting in the drivers seat....blood everywhere...And I couldn't do anything about.
"Just make it stop!...Please make it stop...It hurts!" I cry out as memories of her fill my head
"I know it does....You lost your best friend Y/N.....thats the worst feeling ever...I know..." Bruce calms me down a little bit "But you have to remember....this wasn't your fault! None of this was..."
I start to take deep breaths, slowly down my other wise speeding heart beat.
"There you go..." Bruce breaths out "I'm here for you Y/N....no matter what happens...I'm here, and I always will be."
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