Memories of angels

Chapter 1 (Im reborn)

I can't see but I feel warmth. I know that I am alive. I feel only one feeling as I lay on something soft. That I am loved. I only want to cuddle closer to the warmth. My ears pick up on the feeling of whimpering. I found that they are my own. I find what I am looking for and feed. The nourishment is what I need for strength.  I whimper knowing who is there. My new found mother licks me clean. I wish I could see her. I bet she is beautiful. I only whimper more at that. I just keep crying and I can't stop. Until I just tire out. Yawning is all I remember as I pass out on my mothers stomach. Or I think is her stomach.

Few weeks pass and my eyes are open. The world is so big to me. Mom is always playing with me.  I was right to say my mother is beautiful. Never am I alone. There are things with two legs. I always wondered why they stand on two instead of four. But instead of moms creamy milk these people give me crunchy things. I kinda like it! I start to munch away. Mom eating her munchies too. I can't help but waggle the thing on my butt. What is that thing. It's always there behind me.

I chase after it wanting to catch it so badly. Stop moving you thing!! I finally catch it I bite on it. Ow!! Never gonna do that again. Walking over to mom I curdle beside her comfortable with the warmth between us. She takes over and I yawn.

It's been a month now. Mom has left somewhere. I hope she is ok. The humans which I have found out are what they are called ,taken me to a strange place. I miss my munchies and mom with her warmth. A human comes in with a strange cloth thing and hooks it to a thing around my neck. This human looks oddly familiar. I title my head. He just laughed and walked me around. "Mom I want this one!!" The boy by the looks of it says. Will I'm guessing it is a boy. I can't tell the difference between if they are boy are girl. All I know is I'm a girl. At least that is what the humans have said. 

The boys voice is oddly familiar too. But I already know I love him. He pets my head with a gentle hand. I start wagging that thing on my butt. I really should try to find out what that thing on my butt is. "Look mom her tail is going wild!" Oh it's a tail!! I'm going to get you tail!!! Chasing after it I try not to bite it too hard like last time. The human just laughs and picks me up. Holding me close to his beating thing. I listen to it and yawn into a deep slumber. All I remember is being carried out into a big wheel thing.

Luke is what I learned this human boy is named. I found out he was a boy! Don't ask me how I know though.  I learned that my name is Lily. I like it. I'm not quite sure what a name is but I do know when they call I have to come. I think I am a year old now. Luke is so great he walks me and feeds. He plays with me all the time. I always follow where ever he goes. Though he disappears five days a week. I wonder where he goes. But while he is gone his mother I have learned takes care of the house. I have met his father. I never met mine before. His father is a interesting man. He is always yelling and stuff like that. Making threats to Luke's mother. But if he ever barked at Luke I would growl at him and scare him off. Luke always seemed to leak. I wish I could fix the broken thing inside him. So he would never leak again. I would always cheer him up by playing with him.

We would chase each other around and around until we just fall down. I always felt love when we played. It was that feeling I had with mom. I know Luke will always be my pack.

It's been two years and I felt content. Luke's dad is gone . I'm happy he is. He always smelt different and with a pungent smell. He always yelled at un even when Luke and I did nothing. Then one day he just left. Luke and his mom seem happier. His mom never stayed at the house anymore. She is always gone but Luke seems ok with that. I guess as long as he had me. I'm there now I guess and my birthday I think is coming up because I smell tons of treats!!! I start chasing my tail as I always had since I was a pup.

I look up at Luke he seems older. He truly does look familiar. Another persons face appears in my head. Who is that? I title my floppy ears to the side. I just shake out my fur and bark at Luke. He smiles down at me. He hands me those delicious biscuits that I love so much. I run off into a fuzzy floor room. It's always good to eat in comfort.

Years pass and I see Luke has grown so much. His smell changed too. More of a strong , muscular smell. I loss track  of time a long time a go. All I know now is I am older and I'm not as energetic as I once was but its still there. My tail thumps as Luke rubs my head. He always knows where the good spots are. I bark at him he pulls me close. I feel that love again. He tells me I am a good girl and falls into a deep slumber. I hear his sallow breaths and fall into a sleep of my own. Dreams of chasing around Luke.

I know my time is coming. Luke has long since moved away. I often wonder where he is. It's just me and his mom. I wish I could see Luck I miss him to much to want to eat. The munchies just don't taste good. I don't really care anyone else it just Luck I want . "You look like a tired old girl." His mom says while rubbing my head. She picks up a weird humped thing and a wired ringing thing goes on a few minutes. I hear Luck  on that machine. My tail flys up but I still feel to tired to care. I close my eyes. When I wake up I feel that familiar touch. I start to lick his hand. "I think it's time for her to go. Luck she is suffering you need to let her go." I see Luck has a beard now. I wagged my tail. That's all I can really do now and days. Is just lay down and wag my tail.

He layed with me for a while and that is all I need. I licked his hand one last time and closed my eyes.