screwed // h.s.

Nine

Selena's P.O.V.

Me and Harry returned and were questioned by the boys and girls. We told them everything that happened and also asked them for a bit of privacy.

This is not the way I thought I would've started college off. As they leave the room Demi whispers in my ear:

"You two have fun." In a seductive voice and winks while I give her an appalled look.

Once the door shuts Harry motions for me to sit down with him.

"So are you ok now?" Harry asks me once I sit down comfortably.

"Yeah, just shooken up." I tell him.

"Oh yeah, sorry." Harry tells me as I shake my head as in 'it's ok'.

"Subject change. So I was thinking because of what happened we should maybe go on our date tomorrow? Or even the day after? I don't know but we should have it real soon." Harry tells me as I look at him in a bit of a shocked state and even laugh a little.

"What? Did I make a funny joke? If so tell me at what part so I can tell the boys too. They don't find me funny." Harry asks me as I shake my head no and become serious again.

"No Harry, you didn't say anything funny. The thing is that I don't think I'm ready to go on that date with you." I truthfully answer him.

At first he looks at me confused, then shocked and then shattered.

"What did I do wrong?" He asks me in a smaller voice like a five year old.

"You didn't do anything wrong! While I was at that place where Taylor kept me, I realized that I don't really know you well enough to go out on a date with you straight away. The only reason I accepted so quickly was because... I don't know... it was the heat of the moment, I need to get to know you better Harry. It hasn't even been a week, a month! We don't hang out together and I did just come to London so it's way to early to go on a date. Why don't we become friends first and see where that takes us?"

I explain to him with full on details.

He looks at me confused, until realization sinks in and his face changes yet again. He acts stronger, but I can see the hurt in his mesmerizing green eyes.

"I'm so sorry Harry." I finish off and simply turn around to exit. As I reach the door I take one last look at him, then open the door and close it with a soft thud.

Harry's P.O.V.

It takes me a couple of minutes to process what just happened. So she doesn't like me? Or she doesn't know me? This so confusing and frustrating and upsetting at the same time!

I stand up and walk over to the door, just to see all the boys burst in slowly (if that's even possible).

"What happened exactly?" Liam asks confused.

"To be honest," I start to say "I don't really know!" and finish off.

I sit down again and start to pull my hair in anger and annoyance, while letting out an exasperated sigh.

"I need to talk to her. She said she wasn't ready to date me and why, but if I'm ready she should be too! I don't normally feel this way so quickly, but I can't change." I tell them kinda explaining what happened. But not really no.

"But-" Niall starts to say as I cut him off.

"I really need to go now... I can't explain any longer, I just do!" I shout out as I slam the door shut leaving them extremely confused.

Selena will surely explain it to them. I don't give a shit right now, I need to cool down and go somewhere. Anywhere.

I pass all the dorm rooms and leave the entrance of the college, heading to my Lamborghini Sesto Elemento in White (very detailed ;)) and enter the drivers seat. I tap my fingers on the steering wheel deciding where I should go.

What can wash away all my anger? Alcohol it is.

I pull out of the parking lot and head to the bar - while listening to the 1975 and the Fray.

-------------------3 hours later------------------

Selena's P.O.V.

I check my watch to see what time it is. Eleven pm. I sigh while starting to pack away my school stuff.

I'll finish off my homework tomorrow. I think to myself just as someone starts to knock at my door.

Demi isn't at home since she just left to go with some of the girls we met for drinks, maybe she forgot her keys?

The knocking becomes louder. I let out a loud sigh and shout "I'm coming!" (a.n. don't make any sex related jokes in the comments) while dropping my neatly picked up books and scattering them across the bed.

I open the door to see Harry stumble in, obviously drunk.

"H-Harry? What are you doing here?" I ask him while kind of stuttering for no reason.

"I came to see you Selly." He sounds like a five year old with the voice he's put on.

"Yeah I got that Harry, but why?" I ask him yet again.

"Because... Glue." I look at him confused as he takes out a glue stick from my pencil case.

He coughs in a so called funny way before turning around and whipping the lid off of the glue stick while putting on a 'seductive' face.

I start to laugh at his weirdness before he puts the glue stick on the table and walks towards me.

Well something's gonna happen.

I think to myself just as Harry starts to push his lips roughly against mine. This feels so perfect but I know I can't kiss back, but I want to and he knows it.

He places sloppy kisses on my neck and trails down slowly. I try to push him off but he's too drunk to notice.

I push him harder and he collapses onto the floor, right on his butt.

"Harry no. You can't just come in my dorm room drunk and expect me to start dating you." I tell him slow enough just so he can process it.

He nods his head in recognition. I sigh as he picks himself up and heads for the door.

I begin to open it but Harry locks it shut.

"Harry what are you-"

"You can't think that this is done right?" he tells me in a bit of a controlling voice.

"Harry you need to go. Now." I tell him truthfully. I've had a long day.

"And what happens if I don't?" He asks me teasingly while he steps forward a bit more, trapping me into the corner of the room.

My mind starts to race as I look up into his green pearls, before getting lost in a trance.

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Sorry that I haven't updated in ages but I was really stuck on what to do, and as you see I've decided that things aren't really getting better for Selena at the moment.

A xx