♥ Every Time I See You I Fall In Love All Over Again.. ❤

Part 1 • How To Loose Your Mind •

Bihaan's POV

I'm in a fix. How on earth did I end up in this situation? I could've acted wise. There was ample time but yes, my moti buddhi will never understand this.. (Sigh)

Paan was there when I needed his support. Can't thank him enough for indulging himself in his bhai's troublesome times 😶 My jigri (जिग्रि) dost (दोस्त).. 👍 Whatever help he lended Me? It was honest.

When Maa (माँ) requested me something, for the first time in my life & took a promise from me, how could I back off? Even at the stake of losing my life, I was ready to accept whatever the hurdle I had to cross to achieve what I couldn't get for so many years, a Mother's love 😔

Dhruv bhai (भाई) is lucky that he has both his parents. Maa & Bauji (शब्द) were there to take care of Bhai, whenever he fell ill as a kid. Maa would stay awake all day & pray for his health. Bauji would be giving him toys to play with. Though Bauji's laadla (लाडला) is not Dhruv but I, Maa never gave me the attention she paid for Dhruv.. 😒

I was Bauji's apple of the eye ☺ When he saw me for the first time & decided to take me home with him, he named me "Bihaan Pandey". Which meant Dawn, the first appearance of light in the sky, before Sunrise 🌄 I have to admit, I was elated with my new name..

With time, Dhruv & I grew up to be Handsome Young Men (I would agree if anybody would say B phor Bihaan is D for Dashing & good looking than my bhai, Dhruv 😉) The only difference was the partial love each of us received 😑

I never made it a drawback in my life that Dhruv bhai was educated & I was illiterate. I liked the way I was. Bauji heeded to me when I told him I don't want to go to school. He was my King 👑

I wish Maa was by my side when I needed her. When I wanted to play games, to make her make my favourite sweets, to attend to me when I fell ill, to ward off evil eye off me. But I was not lucky, just the unfortunate chap..

This unfortunate chap was requested to marry his brother's Dulhan (दुल्हन) by his mother! In return, I would be getting a mother's love. Our family's reputation was at stake as Maa said, since Dhruv couldn't attend the marriage ceremony, to take the 7 vows around the fire (अग्नि), as I had knocked him down badly. I had no other option except saving Dhruv's life, from getting married to a stammering girl.

That girl was a hindrance in Dhruv's life. I couldn't let anything wrong happen to my bhai, specially when Maa already asked me to help. she hated whatever it was, which won't work properly, & here it was a living girl 😑 Paan & I made up many plans but everything dived in the same manner..

Leaving me with no other option, I had to MARRY the girl, under Maa's final statement. She was Maa, I had no other option than obeying her. She asked me to sacrifice my life, so I did.. I married my brother's almost-wife, Thapki Chaturvedi. Perhaps luck was not in my favour & so was Dhruv's...

Now I'm left with no other option than sulking.... 😐

It's Sewwi 💕

Hey everyone, glad to pen down my first book on ThaHaan, in this manner. Those who asked me to write something on ThaHaan? I'm granting your wish 😀💚

Will update when I find time, till then, toodles! 👧👋😊