Liia's POV |couple days later|
I've been thinking about Kyle ever since we last texted, I'm in love with him again, but I know that I can live without him, I'm not a crazy hormonal 16 year old, yea I'm 18) but still I feel like I've grown so much over the year, I'm proud. Kyle texted me "Hey, can I come to your place today" "yes, I've gotta leave for work at 6 so we can hang till then sound good" "yes sounds great, I'm getting an uber right now, I'll be there I'm like 30 minutes" "awesome, I'm excited" "I'm excited too, I miss you" "I miss you too" "alright my uber is on it's way, see ya in 30" "see ya" I fell backward on my bed, closed my eyes and took a deep breath 'holy shit, I'm seeing him for the first time in a fucking year, I grew up with this kid I haven't not seen him this long let alone not talk to him for that long, how am I gonna mentally prepare for this' I got up and blasted all time low and sat on the floor to calm my nerves, then I herd a knock on the door 'holy shit holy shit, fuck fuck fuck me, okay lii it's fine' I thought to myself while getting up, I didn't even turn off the music, i opened the door, there he is Kyle David hall, we stand there and stare at each other for a moment I tear up and hug him he hugs back, after a few seconds I pull away "come in" I say sounding a little choked up, because I was, he sits on the couch I go over and turn off the music "wow, n-nice place" "thanks it's a small apartment but what do you expect from 18 year old ya know" I say casually while sitting on next to him on the couch "so uh, wow, how are you" "I'm alright, how are you" "I'm good, better" I say with I slight, warm smile "wow, you grew up" I giggled a little "yeea, we both did, look at you all tatted out, your lip piercings, your hair, I love your hair" I say and play with his hair a little 'here I go, shit I can't help flirting can I' I think to myself while seeing him blush and smile witch made me blush the same way it did when I was sixteen, he giggles "yea, look at you, your piercings and your hairs green, you look hot" 'omf he just said I'm hot, keep your chill lii keep your chill girly' i think to myself as I blush and look down "thanks" I smile and look into those eyes I fell in love with "so talk to me, let's reconnect, tell me everything, what's been going on" I ask him I really do wanna know "okay, let's start from the beginning, *he took a deep breath* well, when you left I was in a deep depression I felt terrible I felt like a terrible person so I distracted myself with YouTube and talking to my friends and going on warped tour then going back and fourth from LA and Ohio and going on the mde tour and I dated this girl Megan but that didn't go well and I told you about Bryan being a fucking dick so I left and now I'm back here still a little depressed but I'm good" "oh wow, well it will get better" "yes it will,so how have you been tell me everything" "well, when I went back home I cried to my dad and he was sympathetic and sorry but my "mom" is a ruthless bitch didn't care we got in a big fight and I fist fraught her so I got kicked out and had to get a job and house on my own I was homeless for a few weeks and hungry but I got a job and now I have a decent apartment as you can see, but I had no friends no family I was so alone I started self harming again and forming a eating disorder but now I have a friend at work and I'm eating better twice everyday, I'd starve myself for weeks but now I've gained back weight and now I'm healthy, I had a girlfriend but she broke up with me two weeks ago and that made me hate myself and self harm even more, but as you can see and happier, I've come a long way" I was holding tears back they were in my eyes I look into Kyle's eyes and he was trying not to cry too, he hugged me and tears stared streaming down my face "I'm so proud of you, you are so strong and amazing, I love you I'm here now I'll be here to help you" he whispers while hugging me I started sobbing I pulled away and cried into my hands I looked up "awe fuck sorry" I said wiping away my tears "I'm so happy I talked about this, Thank you so much I love you" I said and stoped crying, "I love you too" he grabbed my waist a quickly pulled me into a kiss.
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Fanfictionokay, sorry if it's bad and cringey, it's really long and it will have mistakes ah i'm sorry don't judge me i like it tho so don't be mean, i know it can be kinda messy at times but that's the beauty of the story also i'm a messy bitch so yea, hope...