Bring me to life

Chapter 1

A/N: This is my first fanfiction i have ever published i know some letters arent capitalized with work and collage bein crazy i didnt have time i hope yall enjoy. You know the rules i dont own anythimg but the plot.

Rose POV

    “Love fades mine has.” Dimitri said looking at me with such seriousness.

“Oh.” I looked down I felt tears running down my face, I looked back up at him stood and kissed him. I felt him kiss back and I felt joy but that shattered as I pulled away.

“ I love you Dimitri Belikov with everything I am, I’ll give you what you wish I’ll leave you alone. Just remember that i really do forgive you.” I looked into his eyes and stroked his cheek then ran to my room in the guardian dorm. I sat on my bed crying I can’t do this anymore I lost what saved me from the darkness. I went to the bathroom, went to my cabinet. I pulled out a small silver razor. I started on my left wrist till it was filled from wrist to elbow, then I started on my thigh till it was filled. I dropped the razor when I started seeing stars in my vision. I whispered out once more I love you Dimitri. I saw nothing else.   

Dimitri POV

    “Love fades mine has” I told her looking at her with such seriousness.

           “oh” rose said looking down I could tell i had hurted her really bad by the amount of tears she had on her face. With all the grief i had because i had torchered her and drank from her had consumed me i couldn’t get the taste i had known from my mouth. I almost killed her and i can't handle knowing that. She looked back up at me stood and kissed me. Out of instinct i kissed back it felt so good to kiss her again. but that feeling was short lived as she pulled away

              “I love you Dimitri Belikov with everything I am, I’ll give you what you wish I’ll leave you alone. Just remember that i really do forgive you.”  She said looking into my eyes i saw truth with one stroke to my cheek she was running out of the church. I sat there for a bit shocked the Rose Hathaway I met wouldn’t have submitted like that without a fight i got up so quickly and turned to my guards who no doubt heard everything and said,

          “I need to find her will you guys help me please i need to make this right she suffered and gave up everything just to save me from that state.”  one of the other guards that wasn't mine spoke up “She went to her dorm room number 1724.” “thank you so much guardian….?”  

     “Mikhail Tanner.”  he said i stopped for a second guardian tanner had the same situation as Rose and I but he never found his lover Sonya. I nodded to him and ran as fast as my legs could carry me i was aware of the guardians behind me but i just kept running. i burst into the lobby scaring a few people but I didn’t care i needed to get to rose i ran upstairs and pounded on her door but no answer I panicked and kicked in her door ran in and she wasn’t there. the bathroom light was on so i went into there and almost vomited at the sight my Roza covered in blood and cuts it was gruesome I picked her up and ran to the clinic. when i got there i busted into the lobby and yelled

        “I need help.”  I was frantic to save the love of my life. I took out my phone and called Lissa

    “Hello”. Lissa answered

    “Lissa its Rose she is in the infirmary I’ll explain when you get here.” i said urgently

    “Ok Christian and I are on our way.” she said and with that she hung up. I started pacing hoping that she was going to be ok.

    “Dimitri!” Lissa yelled I snapped out of my daze and stopped my pacing and looked up at her.