Bring me to life

chapter 2

Dimitri POV:

    “What happened Dimitri.” Lissa demanded Christian was right behind her with his version of a guardian mask. I knew he was trying to be strong for Lissa and Roza.

    “We were in the church and she sat next to me. I told her that I had given up on her, that love fades that mine had. As soon as I said that I regretted it Lissa. She was so hurt and yet i didn’t tell her that I was lying and because of that she tried to commit suicide” I said with tears rolling down my face uncontrollably. I looked up at them and flinched with the look that Christian had on his face.

    “What the fuck Dimitri she risked everything for you because she loves you so damn much. And you go tell her this shit, worshiped her best friend instead of being in her arms again. No offence Liss.”

    “None taken you are very correct.”

    “You are seriously stupid to think that you are protecting her in any way and that she wouldn’t have of forgiven you.” Christian continued. I knew he was right I knew I had fucked up badly I knew that my life wouldn’t be complete without Roza. Before I could say anything the Doctor came out.

    “Family of Rosemarie Hathaway?” we all stood up

“She has been stabilized. We put her in an induced coma so she can heal. Princess if you want to heal her you can but pleasedo it in small bursts because it very well be the darkness that caused this. You may see her now but one at a time I don’t want to have her too stressed.” with that he lead us to Rozas room where Lissa went in first. Christian and I stayed out in the hall for a few minutes. When Lissa came out she was crying and Christian hugged her and asked

“Can I go see her real quick?” he looked like he was gonna cry. Lissa nodded and he released her. When he came out i went in and sat there she looked so small in that bed it broke my heart to see her like this and it hurt worse to know that I was the one who broke her yet again. I don’t know if she will ever forgive me. I started crying harder and put my head on her stomach.

“I don’t know if you can hear me but I’m so so so very sorry that I hurt you again. I can’t live without you so please wake up I need you Roza so much. I love you my Roza in the church I lied because I thought it would protect you. But I was wrong I keep hurting you and it breaks me knowing I was the one who pushed you away and into this state.” Her heart was beating like a lullaby and i feel into a deep sleep with my Roza beside me.

I hope yall like it i have chapter three lined up and uea i know some things are probably misspelled or not capitalized but idc about that rn. lol and a big thanks to rosa-Dimka. uve enspired me so much and i thank u for getting me off my ass and do more to my story