dream boy..?

Eight

After 4 weeks...

I go to school in the morning at 6:50 am... I go early this morning.. Mom and Dad will going to overseas tonight.. I've already told Camilia that I stay with her tonight..

7 am, I've arrived at school.. I go straight to the library to read some book stuff.. After I read it about half pages, I go to the class... but only two guy was there..

It is Dany and Carl...

Before I enter the class, I heard their conversation..

"Yeah today was the last day you have to treat her like your girlfriend... and tomorrow you should stop it..." said Dany

My brain was filled up with confusion.. so I continue listening..

"I know.." said Carl

"Yah!! Don't tell me that you fell for her..??"

"No.. I'm not.."

"Are you serious with Dee..??"

"Um.. No--"

My knees was so weak... I fell on the ground and I accidentally knocked the door until they focus on me..

Carl and Dany was shocked....

"Dee..?? What are you doing here..??" asked Carl..

"I want to enter the class but then I heard your conversation with your cousin.. I think.." he cut off my word

"No. I can explain!"

"No need!" I yelled "I don't need any explanation from the guy who was play with my feelings" I cried "And if you want to know, in this world I'm not only have you in my life!"

I run to the rooftop and let go of my feelings inside..

Someone tapped my shoulder and pull me closer..

"I'm sorry..." whispered him..

It's Carl..

"You don't even know what I feel right now, and you are the one who hurt me. How can you feel the pain as I do?"

"Yes, I hurt you! And I'm the way too hurt, I can't loving you because I have to take care of our pride. Or else a lot of people judging us."

"Judge? This is not the first time I'm being judged. It since the first time I'm pretending to be a nerd!" I started to cry.

"What? Pretending?"

"Yes! That day, I've been lied by my friend. She said that I have to go to the café because someone want to meet up with me to discuss about the book checklist but then there was two guy came up to me and cover my mouth with a handkerchief, they tried to kidnap me but thank God there's someone saw me and help me... the guys already arrests.. that's why my parents asked me to change my personality as a nerd.. I have no idea why people loves to hurts me.. am I that evil until people throw hates to me? And keep hurting me, pretended like I don't have heart and feelings..??" I asked as I cried even more..

"Baby, I'm so sorry... I don't meant what I said just now.."

"You can give me any of sweet words to comfort me, and I'll listen to it.. I really appreciate that but I want you to know.. once I trust you and you won't appreciate that, sorry mean nothing for me, Carl..." I said as I hug myself before another pain will attack my heart.. "I hate fake hope.. and one more thing, to be honest you are the first boy who I fell for.."

I can see his teary eyes... I can't hold it so I stand up and go to locker.. But then I saw Dany..

"D-Dee... Carl is innocent.This is all my fault. I asked him to did that. And I threaten him. He truly loves you, Dee. Please trust me this time. That's all I want." said Dany

"And please stay away from me. That's all I want. You doesn't have to explain anything after this. I have lose all of my trust for you guys." I said. "I've hurts enough,Dany"

"I know. I'm sorry."

I go to the locker and pick my bag. I know school still wasn't end yet, but this is for my privacy. I really need to rest my mind right now. Like whoever like to being a toy for a boy that she loves? And I'm freaking fell for him. I don't know what should I feel now! Happy because I got my freedom back? Sad because have an ex boyfriend for the first time? Or both? I decided to go to park for a while. And go back home. I don't care anymore what will happening. Like truly I said I really out of my mind!

(PARK)

On the phone..

Camilia : Where are you, Bunny?
Me : Don't shock if I told you that...
Camilia : That..?
Me : That.. I'm at the usual park that we spent time together.
Camilia : What the freak do you did there?
Me : I will tell you.
Camilia : I'm on my way
Me : No you have to continue your study.
Camilia : Your safety is the way more important than study lol.
Me : Okay whatever
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I was waiting on the bench under the tree.

"Tell me now!"

"Freak!! You shocked me, Camilia"

"No don't change the subject! Tell me!"

"Carl...."

"What the freak? What's wrong with him?"

"He lied..."

"Please, just straight forward! I hate clues"

"Carl and Dany gamed me.. They make a bet, Carl have to dated with me for 1 month but he can't fall for me. That was the rule for their game."

"WHAT?" Camilia start to stress out.. "But why you're not sad?"

"Hm. I'm so thankful that I can know the truth. I spent my time for him but now.. huh his game was truly fun and great."

"I know what can I do to him"

"No-no. Don't do anything. I'm tired to force his love. Just let him go and let he find his own life."

"Um, I can't do anything then! Let's go. I treat you cookies ice cream"

"Yas. Let's go"