faded dreams ↛ larry au

p r o l o g u e

"you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one. i hope someday you'll join us. and the world will live as one."

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i watched the faceless people rush by

in the hustle bustle of london

the humans that are too distracted to pay attention to anything else

too distracted by business,

by money,

by love; oh love, what a wonderful thing

how would it feel to be caught up in it?

these people

too caught up in the feeling that leaves my heart empty

how lucky of them

and i sit here

same spot as always

4th bench in the park;

same cup as always

yorkshire tea;

same feeling as always

a constant nagging at my heart;

cars, voices, horns

but i hear nothing

it's the kind of silence that is too loud

the worst kind

it makes you rethink your life

why am i here?

is this the best i can do?

am i meant to be alone?

so i sit

and sit

and sit

alone, might i add; always alone

but it gets to be a bit too much; the dull noise, the happiness, the love

so i go home

take a sleeping pill

and dream of a place where i can be happy

a place where its me and him

curls and beanies

forest eyes and wispy eyelashes

milky skin and intriguing tattoos

laughs and lips

late nights and early mornings

pancake kisses and tea cuddles

all the things that i can only get in my dreams

all the things that make up

him.

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a/n

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xx kayla

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