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Previously: You caught Hana and an unknown guy kissing. What are you going to do with this painful sight you have to your eyes? Will you tell Hanbin, or will you stay quiet in exchange for his happiness?
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//Your POV//
This cannot be real.
How can Hana treats Hanbin in such a way, so full of betrayal and deceit?
I could not believe my own eyes. The innocent Hana who I presume to love Hanbin, as much as me, could do something so ridiculous and unbelievable. Now, the real conflict here, will I speak to Hanbin about this matter?
I let out a long sigh.
What will I get from telling Hanbin...? His love? I am not that pitiful. Ever since I made the decision to stop loving him, which I failed, I decided to support Hanbin's happiness. His happiness is my top priority. The moment I realized my feelings for him were ceased to disappear, I have already accepted my miserable faith. Despite his love for Hana, I want nothing but his happiness. From the beginning to the end, my love for Hanbin has already drowned too deeply, that I can no longer escape the fate of loving him.
*sudden realization*
F-k, what the hell am I thinking? Let's just shake everything off. What I have seen is nothing but a blur. I should not put myself in other people business, or relationship. Hanbin and I may have been lovers in the past. But we are no longer the same, and I should not act this way.
"bling bling"
*sigh*
Who's calling me at this time.
You: Hello?
Hana: Hey ____!
I slammed the phone down to my waist, staring at the tree in front of me, and wondering what to do. Did she see me? Did she realize that I found her kissing another guy?
I took a deep breath, and put my phone back to my right ear.
You: Hey Hana, I am.. on my way. Are you okay?
Hana: Um.. yes. I'm okay now. A friend came and saved me.
"Friend", huh. I didn't know friends can kiss each other. On the lips especially.
You: Well, that's great... I guess you won't need me anymore?
Hana: Sorry ____ for taking away your time...
Honestly, she did take away a lot of my time. Instead of staying back in an attempt to save this girl, I could have been, on the airplane, with iKON.
You: No worries. I'll see you around.
I then hung up the phone. Without listening to what she has to say next because I really don't give a damn about what she says.
I let out another sigh. This time, a longer one.
God, please, tell me what to do.
I look at my phone and no notifications.
The boys are still up there in the sky, and here I am, conflicting between what is right, and wrong.
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1 day later
//Hanbin POV//
Finally, we're off the airplane.
I let out a sigh.
I worry about them.
Hana and ___.
I wonder if ___ has helped Hana out. She decided to stay behind so suddenly. I was flustered with shock. How can I let her stay behind to help out Hana? She clearly knows that Hana and I are having a thing right now.
Or do we.
*sigh*
Suddenly, Bobby surprises me by making a scared jump on my back.
Bobby: What's with the multiple sighs? Hanbin, are you sick?
Donghyuk slows himself down to catch the conversation.
Donghyuk: Hanbin-hyung is sick? Man, you know the rule. We can't get sick from you.
Then, the kid paced faster and is now far away from us.
Bobby: What's wrong with you anyways? Are you, perhaps, worried about...
Bobby extends his speech for me to fill in his curiosity.
Hanbin: No, shut up.
He lets out a mischievous laugh. The last thing I want to deal with right now is answering questions I cannot answer.
Bobby: I'm not sure why you're acting this way. Is it because of ___ staying back to help out that little girlfriend of yours?
Hanbin: She's not my girlfriend.
Bobby: But you sure act like she is whenever ___ is around.
I plainly ignored him.
Bobby: You're too easy to read. I am gone.
After he's done speaking, he paced ahead and is now far away from me.
I don't even know what to feel anymore.
I'm just trying not to get hurt. Not again.
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BECOMING IKON'S MANAGER 2 ♡ (hiatus)
Fiksi Penggemar"After you came back to America, iKON grew bigger and fulfilled their goal as one of the top boy band in Korea. During the long distance relationship, you and Hanbin broke up. Worse, you were forced to come back to Korea for an abroad program. Howev...
