I went to the beach because I wanted to look around and I love the beach, I walked along the beach when I suddenly came to a halt, my god I had never seen anyone so..so perfect he had amazing hair and amazing eyes and his face oh my god he was like a dream come true but he didn't notice me so I left and walked to the nearest pizzeria and got some Hawaiian pizza. I sat down to eat when I notice the guy walked in the was looking at me I looked back, he smiled and walked to the cashier, I was just finishing up the last slice and then I left I walked into some shops and brought so house cleaning things and food different things like that I also found a really nice dress that I brought I don't think l am going to have any important events to go to but I figured that I might need it one day. As I'm walking home I notice the boy gets out of a taxi next to the apartment building and I keep walking I walk into the elevator and press level 4 and he steps back into the elevator and we both look at the doors avoiding eye contact, we don't speak and it's very silent and awkward. The elevator dings and we walk out the doors we walk down the halls and he stops in at the apartment next to me and unlocks the door, OH MY GOD the cute guy lives next to me I just kept walking I was so happy I wanted to kiss him or talk to him so bad but I'll wait I don't want to make the first move, so I just grabbed my key out and unlocked the door I looked to the left at his apartment and smiled and stood on the tips of my toes and fell back onto my heals and walked inside, I couldn't stop thinking about him and everything that had happened that day so I figured that I would go to bed and see what tomorrow brings. I woke up the next saying feeling really good I got up and had some pancakes and then I went to the beach and went for a surf. It was good to have sometime alone and not being all stressed out. As I walked home I looked down at the pizzeria where I went yesterday and I looked at the window and I nearly fainted from what I saw and heard, that boy the boy he kissed and girl and she kissed him back I didn't know how to feel but to describe how i was feeling it felt like and looked like my face went white and I was feeling like as if my life was over my heart was throbbing and I couldn't breathe I felt like my stomach had just exploded i felt like you had just died and I honestly would just mean the world to you to meet him or date him but you know it can't happen any more you go home to think about everything that had happened and you just couldn't believe what had happened you just felt like as if you were meant to be together and it was meant to be but know that i know it can't happen i don't want to believe it I feel like it was meant to be and I feel like we where put there for each other but it's like as if I just got slapped in the face by a brick and then where pushed off a cliff. My emotions where all mixed I was devastated, angry that I feel for him, sad cause it can't happen, shocked not knowing what is going to happen next, confused about everything and most of all I feel like crying and crying until I can't breathe anymore. But then I realised if it was meant to be then we would be together there is someone out there for me I just know it but how to find them i will never know but honestly I don't need to try I will find them, I thought that moving in would be easy but it was harder then I thought he is all I think about I just don't know if I will ever get over him. But one night I was suddenly awoken by a loud noise like a bang followed by a few more bangs and then also followed by some people yelling from next door and the next day the police are next door...I was scared of what was to come
