I'm scared to fall

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I was up in my room on my bed drawing and Ivan came in
Hey I say
What's up he said
Nothing in going for a run in a bit wanna come I ask
Sure I'll go change he said I change in to this

I hope down the stairs and we start I was going pretty fast he was slacking Hey slow like let's go i say he smiled I was going at a good speed we got to the beach we sit on the beach it was hot I look at him he was already starting at me he kissed...

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I hope down the stairs and we start I was going pretty fast he was slacking
Hey slow like let's go i say he smiled I was going at a good speed we got to the beach we sit on the beach it was hot I look at him he was already starting at me he kissed me I can't I pull away and I just run he yells for me he caught up to me
Bently what's wrong why did you run away he said
I'm scared I say
Of what he said
This us I just can't I say
Can't what he said just then it pours down ran
This us I'm scared of falling on love with you how do I know you'll catch me when I fall I shout
I will he said
You don't know that I shout
Your right I don't Bently I don't but life is about taking risks not building walls to keep people out Bently he yelled
You don't get it I yell at him
What don't I get he said I just turn and run as far and as fast I went to the dance studio were Tessa showed me that always open I walk in and I take my shirt of reveling my sports bra I put on I hate you i love you

I let all my anger frustration and sadness out dancing and I stop I sat down and let out a scream of frustration I get up and call an uber thank God my phone I water proof I get home to be atacked by Jake and Erika i have tear stained cheeks and a red face
What happens were you crying Jake asked Ivan didn't tell
I feel after me and Ivan finished are run he came home I went to the dance studio I missed a good and feel I say
Ohhh okay you hungry babygirl Jake asked I shock my head no
Okay Erika said I walkes up stairs and showered and changed I walked down stairs I see Erika still up eating icecream
Hey honey she said
Hey I say
tell me what really happend she said
Okay I tell her everything
Your just scared of falling in love I get it but that's the point you find the speacil person to break down the walls you build if you like him give it a chance if you don't then stay away from him I go up stairs and see Ivan leaving the bathroom I look down and went to my room I laid down and feel asleep

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