Mr And Mrs Styles

Chapter 14: Upsetting News

Meghan's point of view
I woke up not needing to throw up. It's been 4 months since I have thrown up, which seems weird because I threw up quite a lot in the start. I still had a lot of back pain and a real bad headache. "Babes!" I cried, nudging Harry.
Harry slowly opened his eyes and yawned. He rubbed his eyes. "Yes my love?" Harry asked.
"Can you take me to the doctors today? I need to see if the babies are ok...." I cried worried.
"Why? What's wrong?" Harry asked concerned.
"I've had a lot of negative symptoms of pregnancy..." I frowned.
"Oh dear! Do your makeup and we can go!" Harry spoke.

After I was ready, Harry rushed me to the hospital to check on my babies health. "How may I help you?" The receptionist asked.
"My wife is pregnant and she's been getting a lot of negative symptoms and she wants a simple checkup!" Harry spoke.
"Ok, just wait over there in the waiting room. Name please?" The receptionist asked.
"Meghan Styles!" Harry smiled.
"Ok, thank you!" The lady smiled.

After a while of waiting, it was time. "Meghan Styles!" The nurse called.
"Right here!" I smiled nervously.
Harry and I followed her into her office. The three of us sat down. "What seems to be the problem?" The nurse asked.
"Well, I'm 6 months pregnant with twins, and I've been seeming to have negative symptoms lately!" I cried.
"Like what?" She asked, writing something down on her notepad.
"Back pain, decreased vomiting and nausea, severe stomach pain, and things like that..." I reared up, very nervous.
"Ok, let's just have a ultrasound and I'll check your babies heart beat and rate!" The nurse smiled nervously.

She got out all her equipment and checked the babies heartbeat first. "Hmm don't seem to hear anything..." the nurse frowned. She hooked me up to a machine to check their heart rate. "Very low, almost nothing..." she cried.
"What's happening?!?" I asked crying.
"Meghan, I'm sorry, but your having a miscarriage..." The nurse cried, getting tissues.
"No!! This can't be!!" I cried, wiping my eyes with a tissue.
"We just had a baby shower yesterday!" Harry cried.
"I'm very sorry you two, I truly am! If you want, you can try for another baby in a few months, while the baby fat is wearing off Meghan. I'm sorry!" The nurse cried.
"We'll definitely try. We've been married for almost a year now, so we're ready!" I smiled through my tears.

When we got home, we had to deliver the bad news. I called Jackson. "Hey Meghan!!" Jackson smiled.
"Hey..." I spoke very dull.
"Heyyy!! What's wrong??" Jackson asked.
"Jackson, calm down for a bit please..." I began to cry.
"What the matter..." Jackson asked, very worried now.
"I had a miscarriage!" I cried even harder.
"Meghan....no!!" Jackson began to cry.
"I...I'm afraid so Jack...." I cried.
"I'm so so so sorry!! I was so excited to see my niece and nephew..." Jackson cried some more.
"It's ok Jack, thank you!" I smiled sniffling.

After the talk with Jackson I had to make the dreadful call to Anne and Gemma. "Hello dear!!" Anne smiled.
"Hey Anne. Is Gemma there with you?" I asked.
"Yes, why?" Anne asked me.
"Call her over and put it on speaker phone. I have some news..." I said, dreading to tell them.
"Ok, were here and ready..." Gemma smiled, signalling she was there with Anne.
"Well....I...Uh...." I began to cry.
"You what??" Anne asked. "It's ok, take your time. What's the matter!"
"I..had a miscarriage!" I cried.
There was silence for a moment. "No!! Meghan!! I am so so sorry!" Anne cried.
"Meghan, I feel so terrible!! I am so sorry. I..." Gemma broke down crying.
"T-thanks guys!" I cried even more.

Once both phone calls were made, Harry and I just sat down next to one another, crying on and off and cuddling, watching Netflix. "Babes....do you wanna try again in a couple months??" Harry asked.
"I'd love to!" I cried, kissing him.

It was the next morning and I looked at my stomach. It has been getting smaller by the minutes. I am still absolutely devastated that this has happened, but now I don't have to worry about throwing up in the studio, but I am still very upset this had happened.