Some kind of love

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V's pov.

Love can be a lot of things. It can hurt you, break you, make you feel inferior, and make you emotionally unstable.

My love isn't love. I don't know how to love anything. Love is difficult for me, but lying to my boyfriend Tyrelle isn't.

He thinks I love him, and I know he loves me. I want to love him, because I do like him a lot, but I can't. I don't feel it with him.

I'm not an easy person to love. I'll be jealous for stupid reasons, and my anger issues don't help. I have to go to anger management to help me. But the thing about Tyrelle is that he doesn't care that I have problems, he likes me because I'm me.

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"Baby, wanna watch your show?" Tyrelle smiles as I move from my laying position.

I sigh as I check my phone messages. Tyler, my brothers best friend had texted me.

Tyler: hey, is Darren home? He isn't answering my calls or texts.

"Who's that babe?" Tyrelle asked peeking over my shoulder.

I smirk slightly and reply, "nobody." And then I answer Tyler.

Me: no clue. I'm at my boyfriends house. Maybe text my mom?

Tyler: oh okay, thanks

Me: everything okay?

Tyler: Elizabeth. She dumped me for somebody I don't know. I just want my best friend, ya know? Me and you are close, can I come hang with you guys to get my mind off of this?

Tyler is my friend, and my other friend Elizabeth was dating him. Hearing she broke up with him for someone else doesn't sound like her, but Tyler is hurt and I need to be there for him.

Me: I was just leaving Tyrelle's house. Meet at south side park?

Tyler: be there in 5. Thank you.

I look to my right and see tyrelle staring at me, a little bit of anger on his face.

I sigh. "Babe, I have to go. Something came up." I stand up grabbing my phone and wallet.

He sighs out loudly and also stands up. "What could have possibly came up during our time?" He asked harshly.

The one thing I can't control is anger. And god had he made me furious.

I stand up close to him and push him backwards. "My friend Tyler just got dumped because my friend liz wanted to date someone else. He needs someone right now." I roll my eyes and try to walk away, but he grabs my arm and pulls me close to him.

His soft lips place on mine, and I kiss back letting all the anger let go.

"I'm sorry about Tyler. Go help him." Tyrelle smiles kissing my lips once more, making my anger disappear.

The one thing tyrelle is good at is helping me calm down. I like him for that. And that's one of the reasons I stay with him, even though I shouldn't.

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I walk closer to Tyler who's across the dirt path at south side park.

He smiled and looked me up and down putting his arms out for a hug. I smile back and I embrace him with a big hug.

He spins me around making me laugh, and then he sets me down carefully. God I missed Tyler.

"How are you?" I asked, but then scoffed at myself. "That's a stupid question, sorry."

He shook his head slowly and it seemed as if he was lost in thought.

He opened his mouth to speak, but before he could tears escaped his eyes. Tyler never cries, he must have loved her a lot. Damn Elizabeth.

I instantly feel bad and grab his hand. "Tyler, take your time. I understand how this feels."

I do understand. My old boyfriend Josh cheated on me several times with my ex best friend Ryllie.

He wiped his eyes and stared into mine, fake smiling. "She said she loved me. She told me she didn't at all, never did she love me. I didn't understand what she meant until she said liked me and didn't ever love me. She loved the other guy, and that's why she left me."

Tyler  made me fully understand my situation. I have to break up with tyrelle before I hurt him.

"Hey, I will talk with her. It's just summer, Ty. And during summer you chose who you want to hang with, ya know? And Liz and I used to be very close until... something happened. And then My boyfriend cheated on me with Ryllie, making us not friends," I realize I made this all about me, and I'm here for Tyler. "I'm sorry, this is about you not me."

He grabbed my hands tightly and smiled warmly. "It isn't always about me. You helped me by being here in my presence. And that guy is a douche bag, I'm glad you moved on to someone who actually cares about you. And your ex friends are asses and they are probably going to grow up to be hookers." Tyler laughed at his own sentence, and I can't help but to laugh along with him.

"This has been great, and thanks for saying those things Ty, they really helped." I state truthfully. He had helped me realize I'm better off without Ryllie and Liz.

He sighs, nodding his head. "Back to reality now." He slaps his hands on his thighs and stands up.

Curious, I bite my lip and turn to face him. "Back to reality?" I question, making his face drop.

He smiles and shakes his head. "I mean, back to thinking about Liz. But don't worry about me any longer, I'm glad we had this chat, but can we forget it ever happened?"

The last sentence made my heart throb. Why would he ask me here, why would he be friendly and be my friend and then say that?

"Why?" I say a little too harshly.

He scoffs backing away from me. "Because, Victoria. Nobody can know we were here together, not tyrelle, not Liz, and especially not Darren. Got it?"

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Thanks for reading! Hope you liked the chapter and make sure to vote comment all that good shit!! Thanks, -V🖤