Dear best friend,
We used to date. You were nice to me back then. Was that all a lie? I used to love you. We were so happy together. You threw it all away. Threw us away. Sometimes I don't know what to say. Don't know how to act around you. You hurt me a lot. Maybe I deserved it. Maybe I deserve all this pain. I mean I'm nothing. No one special. No one wants me around. Or is it only you who doesn't want me here? Maybe the voices are right. Maybe I should just disappear.
