Chapter 4

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I'm no different although I'm already an idol, still I can be a fan girl too right?

I've been listening to BTS songs since my pre debut

I'm amaze of their talent and looks but there's one person who stole my heart

and my heart beats even faster and faster as I see him personally

These days I've been watching alot of their gayo track, bts bomb, etc. Am I crazy?

No I'm not right?

I usually don't watch those before coz I only listen and watched their mv's

I'm happy because they like BigBang sunbaenim

I watched their cover of I Need A Girl by Taeyang sunbaenim

I can't believe of what my ears heard when he sang the first part 

He's singing voice <3 It just melted my heart


But I noticed that these days as the time goes by my heart is longing for him

It's already one month since I saw him

They've been busy on their concert overseas 

T^T

I know blackpink is still growing to him

I think he likes cute girls

but I know I'm cute too right? >.< hmmmnnnn....

My heart is aching when it's not supposed too

I acted like I'm a jealous girlfriend whenever he covers/dances to another girl group dance

I hope one day I will see him dancing to our song 

Talk or interact with him

"Roje yahh~!!!" YG loudly called the attention of Rosé who seem in a deep thought

  Rosé  was shocked then looked at YG

They are in YG's office discussing something

" I'm sorry. I know you're thinking of a song that you're going to perform at King of Masked  Singer. Have you decided already?" asked YG

  Rosé  tooked a deep breath then answered YG

" I'm going to sing If it is you" she said confidently but her eyes seems sad  

" That's great. I guess you decided to choose that after thinking something related to that obviously you were thinking something deeply. It can help you  give the emotion you wanted to show. From the experience" YG said complementing Rosé 

"Thank you sajanagnim" Rosé said then went out from the room

She directly went to their practice room and listen to the song she's going to perform

Without knowing her tears begin to flow

then she suddenly wiped her tears with her palm

"Sajangnim was right! I think I can give my emotions well because of this song. I will sing this for you" she said to herself then started practicing

After the long days of practice 

The 4 girls gathered together at the sofa

They were so excited 

"Pasta wahhh" Jisoo excitedly hugged Rosé as they watch her singing already on television

" Ah... It's so amazing I feel like I'm crying" Jennie said while watching Rosé's performance

"I know right she delivers it very well and the emotions are so amazing. Although her face is covered. Good job circus girl!!!" Lisa said to Rosé

The three girls are so amazed

 Rosé  is happy to see her members reaction but she still felt that feeling of emptiness and sadness inside her

  After the performance Rosé  thanked her unnies and went to bed

" Is Rosé ok?" Jennie asked Lisa and Jisoo as she looking at Rosé entering her room

noticing Rosé's mood

"maybe she's just tired. Practicing all day for that song" Jisoo answered Jennie

Lisa noticed too

" Let's just let her. I guess she just need a rest" She said to her unnie where she looks worried to Rosé too



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To readers it's just fictional where I get inspired from some of their real life events which I used in creating a story 

sorry for mah bad english

chaehope is an underrated ship of Rosé 

but I'm inspired to make a story for this ship idunno why XD

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