Frisky in the kitchen (a bts namjin fanfic)

bring on the holy water,pray for my soul

( jins perspective)

he leans closer to me. I'm nervous and I try to back away a bit but the kitchen counter top is preventing me from doing anything like that. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've always had a crush on rapmonster and I've always dreamed that he'd be my first kiss...but now that he is I'm so confused. I'm both nervous and excited.

Namjoon gives me a seductive look whilst licking his lips. He bends his head and traces my jawline with his nose. I shiver at his touch. He whispers into my ear, "come with me"

I allow him to intertwine our fingers together and he pulls me up the stairs into his room.

(dis about to turn sexual so just to warn ya)

He pushes me against the wall and puts his hands on either side of my head. His gaze pierces through my body as he says," I can't keep it in anymore jin...I have to know if you trully like me?..I-I love you and you said that you love me but I want to try something and I don't want to do it unless you really have feelings for me, that its not just out of pity?"

I'm surprised that he's asking me questions like this but I can't ignore the way my heart aches or my stomach twists itself up when I'm with him.I bring my face in closer to his, our noses are almost touching, "I love you, with every fibre of my being"

As soon as those words came out of my mouth something changed in him. He moved his head away from mine and smirked "good" is all he said before he slammed his lips into mine. Before I knew what was happening he was giving me a french kiss. His tongue was stroking the inside of my cheeks and my own tongue for that matter. I feel myself melting into the kiss. My body tingling all over with pleasure. My tongue obliges to his presence inside my mouth and intertwines itself with his.

I feel my legs shaking beneath me, I grab onto his waist for support. I think he notices the pleasure that i'm feeling now because he sneakily slides his hand down into my pants, softly touching my inner thigh until he grasps onto my- "gahh~" a shiver runs up my spine as the feeling of intense pleasure increases. I can feel my cheeks burning up again as my penis grows harder in his hand.

In a few fast movements he rips my pants off and plunges deep inside me. No prep. His thrusts hurt but also fill me with self-indulgence. I gasp and moan with every move that he makes. The thing inside me throbs and my body is filled with more pleasure with every thrust he makes.

Deeper and deeper I feel him go until a surge so powerful runs through my being that I'm almost left on the floor. He hit my sweet spot.

Namjoon lifts up one of my legs and hooks it over one of his arms and then continues to hit me in the same spot over and over and over. My face is burning now and he notices it too. Just when I think I'm at my limit he sticks his tongue inside my mouth again. The sense of pleasure is too much for my body to handle. I can't take it. "i'm gunna..." 

(hehehe! do you like the cliff hanger. Sorry I haven't updated in a few months. don't worry though, I'll post the next update for this story VERY soon. Not today but soon)