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it felt like something was pressing my heart so hard that it hurts.
it felt like my heart was torn to pieces over and over again.
why does it hurt so much?
i never expected it to be this bad, but why does my heart hurts like hell?
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dear mark,
i understand that u like her and not me. it's okay. i know that i dont exist in your world.
im very sorry for expecting so much from you. im happy that u found ur happiness.
i wish you and claire all the best! i'm rooting for u guys. deeply and sincerely.
i love you, goodbye.
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i made a paper plane out of it and i went to my window and let it fly.
i love you mark, but i'll let you go. be sure you'll never hurt claire, okay?
