Numb

I'm drowning
My mind is clouding
My heart is breaking
But I keep fighting

I don't feel anything anymore
It's like I'm numb to this pain
My feet are bare
My struggles are all in vain

I've felt the greatest happiness
I've felt the greatest sorrow
But the worst is this numbness
I feel hollow

I don't know what's worse
Drowning beneath the waves
Or dying of thirst

I don't sleep
I don't wake up
Waiting for the time to leap
And blow me up

~Tooba~