My Hero

Inside Austin's Mind

Austin's P.O.V "MUAHAHAHA!"

I saw Zaylesta's head of red hair as I walk around the school. I just transferred here, I wanted to make things right with her. I begin to walk towards her when she turns around and slams into me causing us both to fall. ouch. I look over at her damn I missed her. she looked up and her eyes got as big as freaking saucers. "don't look so surprised you had this coming bitch." I said out of no where. where in the hell did that come from? I quickly stood up and walked away. that's a great way to start off Austin. stupid if you want her back you have be sweet as hell. shut up stupid voice. I walk out of the other side of the school and walk to my bike. I sit down on the bike and think back over running into her. the sparks from when she touched me were still there. I see her being carried by some boy with curly hair, to a car. Than I see Liam, man this is going to be hard to get her back but she's worth it. I decided to find out if she still had her apartment and follow the black car she was in.

I follow them to Beth's house. I thought this was a little weird so I decided to go see if she even lived in her apartment any more. I turn down the road and what I see kills me inside. Now I remember why she isn't there anymore. the memories come flooding back like a damn river in my mind.

FLASHBACK

"Hey baby." I say as I walk into her apartment I look around and see four bowls of popcorn. what? "why do you have so much popcorn for our movie night together?" I ask slipping my arms around her waist. "oh Li, Zayn, Zayda, and Cind are coming over." she said smiling. I drop my arms from around her waist. "do they have to always be with us?!" I yell, she was pretty startled about my sudden outburst. But she was quick to yell back. "what hell is wrong with you Zayn and Zayda have been gone for three weeks and I haven't seen Liam or Cindy in at least two! you're taking me away from my friends so I'm fixing it!" she yelled stepping closer so she was in my face.

"don't yell at me!" I scream, throwing a punch to her face hitting her right in the nose causing it to bleed. This only made her blood boil even more. She took two punches to my face and one to my stomach. "that's it!" I yell as I grab her hair and throw her across the room. I pick up my bat I use for playing baseball with the boys. I walk over to her and hit her multiple times with the bat. I finally began to get tired and realized her friends will be here soon. I drop the bat and leave her there not caring if she dies. I sling the door open and storm out passing by Liam.

a few hours later I knew she wouldn't be here so I brought five cans of gasoline and poor them all over the place. I took a match and threw it in the closet closest to me. 'payback's a bitch." I mumble as I get on my bike ad drive as far away from here as I possibly can get.

END OF FLASHBACK

"DAMNIT!" I scream as I floor it on the gas and speed off to the one place that can calm me down. the willow tree. it was a big tree I found the night I burnt her building down, surrounded y a hole bunch of wild flowers in a big field about a mile away from my house. as I pull up I can the tree and the various colors of the flowers starting to fade as the sun hides behind them. I walk down the path that I made in the flowers the week I found this place. As I reach the tree I see the low hanging branch I always sit on. I get up on the branch and put my feet up on it. I lean my head back to meet the tree and just listen to the sound of mother nature as I drift to sleep, thinking on how to get my baby back.