Chronicles of a dark relationship

She devil.

The passiveness of the night throws itself at us.....No! It's the nothingness that sate our souls, the darkness in us loves such things.... It loves a lot of things and her for unknown reasons.....such reasons don't dwell in the realm of this seen world.

Winds howl from the window cracks, it almost feels cold but our skin screams of an emptiness unknown to savages that blister their souls to survive the coming nights.

The night was always cold. Her lips kiss the window, her breath fogs up her reflection in the glass. She loves to see herself faded to nothingness doesn't she! Her hand scratches against​ the wall. She's going mad as my hand caresses her curves. All in her I go, her eyes roll back, her mouth moans. No perfect words are uttered while in the height of this empty fight, no perfect words are uttered tonight.

Her neck taste like the salted waters of darkness we drown ourselves in as she will be gone in the morning. When she leaves we drown in it..

I grab them; her neck, as shackles grab slaves.....She doesn't resist.

: Don't you know I want you so bad. I'll do anything to not have you escape my dark soul.

Her fingers slip off the window and onto my chest. My heart used to dwell there but she took it a while ago, ages ago. She places it back when she runs away to her other man; "nothingness". But I'm the same aren't I. I'm nothing when you leave.

Her legs tire, she moans again fogging up her face in the glass, she loves to see nothingness in her. Wetness flows down her leg, I lick from her back bone up. I lick the back of her neck.

I kiss her ear: " I don't want you to go, I need you to die slow, I need you to stay and love your nothingness till it knows all of you and breaks your soul, then I can love you all night. How can you ever see that love when you fog up your reflection in the glass".

She climaxes, she falls to her knees, she rolls onto the bed, she rolls a joint.

I watch from the dark of the hotel room. I lurk in the dimmed lights among shadows. The sheets cover her graceful skin. She is ashamed of her life. No! Afraid to live it without nothingness.

Her eyes grow empty, her skin becomes more pale as she fades from existence, she becomes her man, her nothingness. A tear drops as she pulls in the joint, she doesn't feel pain, she knows nought of it right now, she fades from existence, almost an illusion. I crawl to her side, she doesn't realize. She doesn't realize that I love all of her for reasons​ that don't dwell in her realm, in her reality.

"I don't want you to go, I can love you better than I love myself. I can love you better than your nothingness. I can love you better than you love you...."

A tear falls from the other eye. She's trapped herself inside, running from an unknown sadness. My fingers rub her back, they almost freeze from her nothingness. I too am sometimes nothingness. She lust to hurt me, but you took my heart, what is there to feel when you have my soul? She's a she devil and her hell slipped into nothingness. I love when you burn me, in the night her dark flames light up my soul as she hones the power of me within as she makes my will for her burn.

I kiss her cheeks; "You're my she devil, your mind rules your world as I rule mine, your mine and all mine, your madness to I want to love I learned to love it. I'll love you till you die. In your hell your not alone. In your nothingness you will always have me. I'll be here to love you when you escape from yourself."

She falls asleep with tears raining from her face. I can't sleep as my heart beats my soul keeps tormenting my mind with the love it feels for the she devil in front of me.

My last whisper to my she devil: "Go set yourself free, go split your hell in pieces, I'll find you and love you. The scares you burnt onto me will scorch and light​ and blaze when you run away with your nothingness, it is how I'll remember to love you".

You're my she devil, my world doesn't stand unveiled​ before you. An you will never know how and why I love you she-beauty in all worlds.