We'll Brave this Storm (An Ashley Purdy love story)

Chapter 13

A/N you guys should go read Unexpected Couple, its a BVB fanfic by @rileyfast .  It's awesome and she has a BMTH fanfic. Please  she was thinking about quitting wattpad because of some jerk, so please be nice and tell her nice things.

Thank you!!!!!

Now on with the story!

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MARISSA'S POV

Once my knuckles hit the door, I instantly regretted it. He probably already moved on. He probably found someone so much better. Someone that didn't leave him crying in his living room. someone who wasn't a prostitute for the last two years. I'm just used goods, and he's a handsome rockstar. I had my chance and I lost it. Maybe I should just go back to Ricky. He probably wouldn't want me either, after I called him Ashley during sex. Maybe, just maybe, no one wants me. 

"Andy! Get the door!" I heard someone yell, it sounded like CC. I miss him, I miss all the guys. I heard footsteps and started to panic. I couldn't do this, I wasn't ready. The footsteps got closer and I ran. I ran behind the bus hoping they wouldn't look for the knocker.

I heard someone yell hello, but of course I ignored it. It sounded like Andy. No one can miss his deep voice. I heard the door close and figured he went back inside. I peeked my head out and saw a very tall dark shadow leaning against the side of the bus with a cigarette perched between his lips. God, I hate the smell of cigarettes. I really wanted to hug him though. 

I missed Andy as much as the other guys besides Ashley of course. We had a lot of Batman marathons. I secretly hated them, but Andy was my best friend and I loved hanging out with him. He always smelled like cigarettes though, which annoyed me, but he also wore cologne to try and cover it. I felt a single tear run down my cheek, I missed CC, I missed Jake, I missed JInxx, I missed Andy, and I especially missed Ashley.

Jinxx was the father figure that everyone wanted to have. He was the responsible one who tried to keep the others in check. he was the most mature except when he was eating out of the garbage, of course. Jake was the quiet one, until he got to know you. After he knew you though, he was one of the most sarcastic assholes you could meet, but he was a nice asshole. CC was the hyper little brother, stuck in a grown man's body. He could turn anyones frown into a smile without even trying.

And then there was Ashley. The sexy rock and roll cowboy with honey brown eyes to die for. His "OUTLAW" tattoo showing off his perfectly toned chest. His perfect lips that felt so perfect against mine. The way his hands felt around my waist as he sung me to sleep. I missed him so much. He was my first love, and he can't be replaced. I need him back but he probably doesn't even remember me. I was probably just one of his flings. I was probably easily forgotten.

ASHLEY'S POV

After Marissa left, I went into a state of depression. i couldn't think or do anything for months. After I got myself somewhat together, I started my player ways again. I slept with random girls to try and replace her. She was one of the only girl's I thought I could have a life with. I, of course fucked that up, by cheating. 

I missed her though, even two years later. I still miss her beautiful body when it was pushed up against me, wether it was spooning, cuddling, or sex. Our bodies fit together perfectly. I would do anything to get her back. I blew my chance though. I will never meet a girl like her again. The guys and Riley tell me she's doing great, which hurts me. She forgot me so easily. I was so easily forgotten, and this caused me to be even more depressed. I don't know why, but this one girl had me wrapped around her little finger. I would do anything for her.