Love Can Be Good Or Bad

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Mom:baby u need help ya got anger issues
Fade:what are u talking about
Mom:ur juss not right u always angry
Fade:IM NOT FUCKING ANGRY
Mom*scared voice* c-c-c-can u plz go to this specialist worker juss to see if it will work out for a week
Fade:I guess ur always acting stupid
Mom:*brink of tears* I'm sorry just you've acting bad since u were 15 and it started to get real bad when u hit 18 now it's real bad and ur 24
Fade:*sighs* I'm sorry mom I live u too it's juss dat I don't know why I act dis way I juss feel like I'm missing something someone I just don't know who
*Looking down at his babygirl tattoo wondering what it meant and y he got it*
Mom:what was dat tat for anyways
Fade:I I I I forgot idk dats what I'm trying to figure out but what ever it was it must had been important
Mom:yea
Fade:I'll go
Mom:ok thx baby

Y/n avas therapist:it's driving me nuts how much I wanna know what the tat baby boy means like what does it mean
Ava the little girl who has depression :idk so y did u become a therapist
Y/n:well bc I had depression too and I wanna help other ppl too
Cause mines is over wit but I'm not all the way over wit
Ava:oh well dats good I'll see u tmmrw k can't wait
Y/n:ok bye Ava
Ava:byeee
Y/ns manager margin:ur next client ma'am
Y/n:ok thx what's ur name
.........:u don't need to know
Y/n:aaaah ur name is fade it says it on the paper nice name
Fade:ok yea w.e.
Y/n:my name's Mrs.Watson
Fade:good to know
Mrs.watson:u wanna have a seat
Fade:yea cause I don't wanna stand a whole hour let's just get dis over wit
Mrs.watson:yea ok so what's bothering u
Fade:.........
Mrs.watson:are u going to speak
Fade:nth
Mrs.watson:tell me
Fade:it's nothing ok
Mrs.watson:uh ok
Fade:when is dis over with
Mrs.watson in a half a hour
Fade:ok let's juss finish are thang of silence ok
Mrs.Watson:no I got to get to da bottom of dis so I know what is going on with u I know there's something wrong u juss don't wanna tell me
Fade:does what makes u think u wanna tell u wtf is wrong with me do u think right LIKE U DONT FUCKING KNOW ME
Mrs.watson:ok fade IDGAF im trying to be nice plz oh plz juss give me some things
Fade:*calms down* ok I like hot foods
Mrs.watson:yea me too
Fade:do u like siracha hot sauce
Mrs.watson:yes indeed I do
Fade:really cause this one time I remember I choked but it was so good*puts his head down laughing a lil*
Mrs.watson:*giggles* lol
Fade:so how old are you
Mrs.watson:23 and u
Fade:24
Mrs.watson:oh well u got 8mins left u wanna leave or wait
Fade:leave
Mrs.watson:oh ok*sad face hoping he would stay cause he started opening up*
Fade:but one more question
Mrs.watson:*smiled* I had depression is y I started working here too help others
Fade:how'd u know I was gone ask dat
Mrs.watson:they all ask dat sometime
Fade:*smirks* ok bye
Mrs.watson:so will u come back tmmrw
Fade:yea
Mrs.watson:thank u
Fade:w.e.
                  Time skip next day
  
Fade:so we got another hour
Mrs.watson:yea
Fade:*knocks over water on accident* oh I'm so sorry dabbing her wrist with a paper towel
Mrs.watson:ok ok it's ok stop
Fade:I never knew u had a tat
Mrs.watson:I covered it with make up
Fade:y what does it say
Mrs.watson:nth and cause I don't know what it means to me anymore *rolling her sleeve down looking sad*
Fade:oh ok I guess I have one too
Mrs.watson:oh dats good
Fade:*watches her eyes twinkle*
Mrs.watson:u ok fade
Fade:yea it's time for me to go
Mrs.watson:ok bye see u tmmrw

Fades pov
I got home thinking why would she be hiding a tat
Mom:hey baby
Fade:hey momma
Mom:how was therapy today
Fade:it was ok
Mom:good I'm glad ur getting a hang of it
Fade:yea I'm juss really tire I'ma go to sleep
Mom:GN baby
Fade:GN momma

Y/ns pov
I get home unlock the door and there's malu sucking malaks dick
Malak:baby it's not what it looks like
Y/n: I make ppl call me mrs.watson at work and wear dis engagement ring like wtf
Malak:I'm sorry
Malu:I'll leave
Y/n:slaps her get out both of u
Malak:baby plz *on the brink of tears*
Y/n:I really wanna let u back in*brink of tears too*
Malak:plz let me baby
Y/n:but I can't bye malak
Malak:plz no ur da best thing I ever ha..
Y/n:*shuts door whispers I'm sorry I can't forgive u*
Y/n:I go in the bathroom and then I tend to cut my self by breaking the blade off the blender machine