Believer (Cas x reader)

Chapter 3

Cas' POV: y/n set a church on fire, I can sense her anger, sadness and heartbreak. She is angry with my father and my siblings and myself as well. I could also sense her hatred toward my father and my siblings. I could sense a girl who is broken and alone. I have to find my father too and ask him why would he hurt y/n. I was suppose to watch over her but I had failed her and now her heart is full of anger, sadness, despair and hatred. Her soul is consumed with revenge.

You were packing your bag and you knew the Winchesters would be on your tail any moment. You ran to your car and packed your bags, then you heard a familiar car engine. Dean's prized possession. His baby as he called his car.
You put your bag into your car, started your car and drove off not wanting to be anywhere near the Winchesters as you knew they would stop you.

As you drove down the highway, you heard the impala's roaring engine. You picked up your speed, the impala roaring more, speeding up and chasing you.

As you were driving, you sped more, you burnt rubber a bit on your tires, leaving a trail of smoke.

Dean: son of a bitch!
Sam: there she is Dean!

Dean picks up his speed, Cas was sitting in the backseat, wanting to ask you why you were so heartbroken and why your heart is full of hatred.

You kept driving, you kept passing other cars on the road, you were behind a slow driver, you went to pass then a semi was coming and it was coming pretty fast!
You turn the steering wheel, your car rolling down a ditch with you inside, the truck swerving, blocking the road. Cars hitting each other as they hit their breaks.

People got out of their cars and ran to see what happened to you, many people were screaming and yelling for someone to call an ambulance. The truck driver came running and saw you unconscious in your car, your head against your shattered driver door window, your windshield broken, dents, doors crushed in, blood all over the dash board, your head bleeding, your nose bleeding, a black eye on your left eye, a cut on your cheek.

The next day
You woke up in the hospital, you then see Dean standing outside your door, talking to the nurse. Making up a bogus story. You see the Winchester brothers and Castiel come into your room.

Dean: hi y/n.
Sam: we need to ask you questions.
Cas: first question, why do you hate my father and siblings?

You just stare at Castiel, Sam and Dean. You were pissed, you tried to get up, but Sam held you down as you fought.
You kicked, slapped, punched Sam and bit him.
You: all of you, out.
Dean: answer the question.
You: I hate god and I hate angels. Happy?
Cas: why?

You look at Cas, your eyes full of anger.

You: your son of a bitch father killed my family and they prayed to your father and he let them die. A werewolf killed them to be exact. And I hate him and the angels. They ruined my life. And once I find god I'll...
Dean: you'll what?

You look at Dean.

You: once I find god, I'm gonna kill him.

Dean, Sam and cas look at you in shock after hearing your words. Your words still echoing in their heads.

Once I find god, I'm gonna kill him.