Every day I kept going because I needed to. I hid my tears and my pain under fake smiles and people were actually believing it. I knew it wasn't good to hide ones feelings but I couldn't show my true thoughts.
I was an idol. Many people would have called my life perfect. They would never have believed me if I would have told them otherwise. But an idols life isn't how it seems. The past few years were just full of thight schedules where I had hardly slept. Eating became something that I didn't enjoy anymore just like going for a walk. Don't get me wrong I loved to walk beside the Han river especially at night but I just couldn't do it anymore. These fans were everywhere, not letting me go. A private life was something I just could dream of. I sometimes regretted being an idol but I had to keep going even if it was hard.
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Ugly Society •P.CY•
Fanfiction》"A life in the middle of society isn't easy."《 • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • This is a story about Park Chanyeol and his problems with his Idol self. The Chapters are really short so don't be scared of the numbe...
