My dad got me this new notebook a few days ago, and I wanted to just poor my heart out for a bit. I'm not the "diary" type, but yes sometimes it is nice to just write something only you can read. In this notebook is where I was coming up with new backstories, and I figured for the first page I'd write who I actually am. Or, who I think I am.
"So I realized that I haven't really told you about myself.. But at the same time, there isn't really much to tell.. Um.. So if you couldn't tell by now, I like to be alone. I don't have a lot of friends, and I like it that way. So I guess I should tell you about my physical appearance? Well, I'm like 5'3 or 5'4, so I'm pretty short. I have blonde-ish brown-ish hair, that's cut pretty short. I have my nose pierced, and a tattoo of a single bullet on my upper thigh. I have a single blue streak in my hair also. I have green/blue eyes and kinda long eye lashes. Pretty full lips I guess, for a white chick of course. I'm not very curvy, but I do kinda have hips and a chest for how short I am. I have those kind of freckles that the makeup gurus where trying to recreate, but I don't really understand why.. I mean I just cover them up anyways? I also need glasses, but I think they make me look extremely feminine so I don't really wear them.
So when I say I look extremely feminine, I just mean it that I don't really like looking feminine. I'm not one of those people that go by they/them. Not that anything is wrong with that, I just like looking more like a dude I guess.
So with all this being said, even though I like being alone, some fuck boys are gonna ask for nudes. So I'm taking this part of the story to disclaim that I'm gay. No, no one knows. My dads a homophobe. But oh well. Not like I'd talk to him about it anyways lol.
Next. Yes, I guess you could say I have some form of depression, but I don't think I do. Idk. I don't like to talk about it."
After reading this, and rereading this, I started to figure out my new identity. I had to hurry though, since I was supposed to start school soon.
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One to many chances
General FictionSo really idk what's gonna happen.. the main characters name is Chrissy and basically she's had it kinda ruff the past years. So this is gonna be a 1st person type story of her going through her previous issues and eventually some new ones. That's a...
