MRS HEIDI

Chapter 19

#MrsHeidi (18+)

Part 19

Flashback Mode....

Aurora 💕

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NO DOUBT LYRICS
"Don't Speak"

Lepas saja balik dari rumah Heidi, eh silap Hayden (Sebab dia sudah move on kan)..Saya rasa jiwa saya betul-betul kosong ni. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu mau menangis darah pun tiada guna sudah bah.

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You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
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Terbuai-buai tu lirik di telinga saya. Actually, keputusan yang saya buat tu kan sebenarnya memang paling tepat saya rasa. Yes. But now, memang tiada guna sudah lah undur balik kan? Tiada harapan sudah ni...

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Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
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Flashback masa dinner with Dalton 🌼🌼🌼🌼(Sengaja saya copy supaya kmu ingat ni part apa sebenarnya yg terjadi)

"You will always be my love." Dia bisik di telinga saya smbil dia gigit2 tu telinga saya. Then pelan-pelan lips dia mendarat di leher saya, slowly dia kiss pelan2. Tambah tenaik tu bulu roma saya...Slow-slow dia tolak saya pigi sofa...Yes we kissed...Slowly then roughly...No..I can't stop him...Maigad! Dia french kiss saya..I just can't stop..

"I want you so badly Rora..I will never leave you ever again..." Tangan dia turun pigi paha saya then dia usap-usap secara lembut...Nafas saya pun turun naik turun naik sudah...Bila dia dengar ja nafas saya begitu, dia trus kiss say roughly..Yes..He's on top now...I can feel dia punya kawan 🌽🌽macam mau beraksi. Oh Gosh!!

"I want to be inside you Rora, so that you will be mine.." Pelan-pelan dia kasi naik skirt saya pigi atas dan slowly dia buka jeans dia..Then dia moves up and down...

"Ah..Dal..." Suara saya memang tidak keruan sudah...

Baru dia mau kasi turun tu sant** saya, then I said " Ah, please...Ah..Dal..." Automatik air mata saya mengalir deras...Terus si Dalton terkejut kli napa saya nangis tiba-tiba kan...Terus cepat-cepat dia bangun then dia kasi bagus balik tu dress saya dan san*** saya.

"Rora, napa nangis? Am I hurting you?" Pelan-pelan si Dalton usapa lembut kepala saya.

"I'm sorry Dal." Terus saya tunduk menangis berabis.

"Shhh!! Shhh! It's okay Rora, I knew that. You still love him, right?" Si Dalton tanya sya lembut dan saya cuba mengangguk saja.

'Then go for him. Fight for your love. Don't you ever force yourself to be with me. I'm sorry that I almost have se* with you. It's all my fault." Terus si Dalton tunduk saja tanpa tinguk muka saya.

"Thanks Dal for understood. I'm really sorry. I just can't be with you and I realized that I still love him." Terus sy peluk si Dalton berabis dan dia pun usap-usap lembut rambut saya.

"Just go Rora. Good luck!" Terus dia senyum tawar. Saya pun kasi signal dia pakai tangan yang saya betul-betul rasa bersalah dan minta sorry betul2. Nasib dia okay saja.

Sorry Dalton, I just can't love you because I still love my husband. Yeah I need to fix all of this before it's too late.
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Saya pun balik rumah dan kelihatan rumah punya lampu pun samar-samar sudah. May be tidur sudah kali kn dorang Delilah. Saya masuk bilik then turun pigi mandi smua lepas tu saya ada try tgk watsapp Heidi tapi dia offline ni. So, tidak apalah bisuk saja saya jumpa dia kan sebab flight dia kan sama2 dorang si Megan.