Man Of Your Dreams

Chapter six: The Damage Is Done

He tried to pull your hand away from his lip but it was too late.
He was dumbfounded.
You scrubbed at his hair to reveal a stripe of blue in his hair.
"Wait......Ethan is that you?!"
He looked up at you and it was Ethan.
"Y/n I'm sorry. I just couldn't help myself" you looked at him in shock. " I found out Grayson went out of town and left his phone behind" he said " I knew that you started dating Grayson again since that night when he was home late. So I pretended to be Grayson by cutting my hair and painting my hair his hair colour and... and I'm sorry"
he said with tears filling his eyes.
"Why did you do this" you asked looking terrified.
"Because I love you." He replied.
You had heard these words.
You had felt bad for Ethan but your thoughts were consumed by anger.
"Ethan I can't believe you."
You said in anger.
You got out of the shower, dried yourself off as quick as you could and ran into Grayson's room.
You locked yourself in there while you got changed into your clothes.

Ethan was banging on the door.
"Y/n I'm sorry alright, I shouldn't have done that and I know it was wrong." He replied between sobs.
"Then why did you do it." You said opening the door.
"You knew I was dating your brother and yet you still went and did it.
Now I have to find a new place to live. I hope your happy." You said starting to tear up.
You ran out of their apartment and ran to yours.
Ethan ran after you. "Y/n stop we can.... "
before he could finish you slammed the door in his face, locked it and ran to your room.
"Y/n Grayson's hotel number is 310-555-679 ring him if you have too"
You had heard this and you had decided to call Grayson.
He awnsered. -hey babe what's up.
He could hear you crying. -y/n what's wrong.
He sounded more commending now.
-it's Ethan. You replied.
-what about him. He said.
-You need to call him because I don't think I'm the right person to tell you this.
-y/n what's going on.
He asked sounding quite violent.
-call Ethan alright. I can't explain it. You said
-wait y/........ You hung up on him.

Your tears started falling.
'I think I have to find a new place to live now.' You thought to yourself.
'I can't bare to live in the same place as the twins.
Grayson reminds me of Ethan,the one who loved me so he made me cheat and Ethan reminds me of Grayson, the one who I love but "cheated" on. Why did Ethan do this to me? He knew that I was dating Grayson'.
You thought balling your eyes out.
You cried for another hour when you had gotten a call from Grayson.
You awnsered it.
-Y/n are you okay.
I heard what had happened.
I'm coming over to your house now.
He said quite angrily.
You could hear Ethan in the background crying.
-I'm on my way. He said and he hung up.
Everything had flooded in your mind all at once.
You have had so much pressure on your shoulders over the past few days that it had all collapsed in your mind at once.
You had sat on the lounge as you cried.  You had thought about everything that you thought Grayson was gonna do to you.
'He is probably gonna leave me'
you thought.
'he will never forgive me'
'he will never forgive me' you thought. You sat on that couch for a good, solid 3 hours just thinking to yourself.
You had had enough of this crap.
You were sick and tired of drama.
You had gotten up and walked to your draw and grabbed your diary and a pen.
You wrote
Dear Diary,
I've had enough of life and it's unfair games. I just want to give my all but my all doesn't seem to be enough. Why does everything seem so perfect and end up terrible or a mistake? Why does this always have to happen to me? I think that everything has a purpose in life but the only thing that doesn't have a purpose is me. For who ever is reading this, this may be the last time you hear from me. I will miss you and you will forever be in my heart. Tell Grayson Dolan that I love him!
-Y/n

You had finished writing this and had Thorne it out of the book.
You had placed it on the counter and had walked towards the cupboard.
You had grabbed a glass and walked towards another cupboard.
This cupboard was underneath the sink.
You had opened it and s arched for something.
You had found it and pulled it out.
You were sobbing as you read the label.
The label read
Bleach
You had poured some into the cup and raised it to your mouth when..........