Heart Connect ( Sequel To 'Gynophobia' )

My Unsure Feeling

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"STAY AWAY FROM NAYEON!!"I heard someone screaming before the weight of Tzuyu left my body.

(Im Nayeon's POV)

I looked at saw the whole Bangtan Sonyeondan is there...Kim Namjoon is locking Tzuyu's arms...Stopping her from moving..."Nayeon...Mian...Mianhae....It's because of me again...You are hurt...Mian.."Jungkook said in tears as he hugged me tight.I was speechless...What should I react?

"H...HOW?HOW DID...YOU GUYS KNOW!!THERE SHOULD BE NO ONE PASSING THIS ABANDONED PARK!"Tzuyu screamed as she struggled from Kim Namjoon's grip."You are quite stupid for a pyscho,Chou Tzuyu...It's simple...Even though it's an abandoned park,Nayeon's screams still can be hear for afar...We are on our way to the Big Hit entertainment when we heard the voice of our precious saeng..."Min Yoongi said to her with cold voice.

I was startled by it...They...Recognized my voice?They are really something else."IM NAYEON..I WILL LET YOU GO FOR TODAY..SINCE YOUR SO CALLED GUARDIANS ARE HERE TO PROTECT THE FRAGILE NAYEON..BUT DON'T GET YOUR HOPE HIGH BECAUSE THEY ARE HERE TO PROTECT YOU..I HAVE LOTS OF CONNECTIONS THAT CAN HURT THEM...JUST LIKE WHAT I DID TO YOUR BELOVED OPPA."I heard Tzuyu said in hatred before the sound of her footsteps disappeared.

Before I could heard anything else,I began to cough up pretty bad."Nayeon jagi...Stay strong...We will go to the hospital..Please stay strong.."My sight was blur.But I know who's that..Jeon Jeongguk.

I struggled out from his hug."There's no need for you to touch me,scumbag."I heard he sighed heavily.I didn't really meant to call him scumbag.But..Woman heart and feeling...Ego was overwhelming in my self..Or maybe anger..And Sadness?Hell I dunno my self..

I can felt his footsteps backing off."Nayeon-ssi...Maybe you shouldn't moved much for now...You are hurt pretty bad.You can't even stand up..Just let Jungkook help you for now."Kim Tae hyung said softly to me..I sighed heavily,before nodding at him..I actually don't have the strength to struggle...

I forced my sight and saw Jungkook slowly walked toward me,with a sad face..I really didn't meant to act like this...I know that deep inside my heart,the old me loved him very much...I mean..Why would the old me been in danger few times,just to save Jungkook.

But then...My mind was betraying my heart...My mind is controlling my feeling easily...Since I have an amnesia...I know..That Jungkook probably is a kind namja...But...I can't remembered any memories of his kindness...My mind...Only show me the memories of him,being a scumbag.

I just closed my eyes,as a siren of ambulance was heard.My body was slowly been put on stretcher and pushed into the ambulance.I peeked a bit and saw the worried Jungkook was grasping my hand.

I just pretended to be asleep,as I heard someone sobbing."When will we be like before,jagi?I really miss you..Damn my self..Always hurt you..I want us to be together...I don't want a fight between us...I...Miss our moments...Together.."I heard Jungkook said while sobbing hard.

A few drop of waters wet my hand,as I tried hard to prevent myself from opening my eyes and looked at Jungkook.

to be continued..