The Struggle For Survival

Before I start writing this, this is going to be a long story. Sit down, relax, make yourself a cup of tea. you will be here a while. Also, this has quite rude words and bad references in it. If you are sensitive to this sort of thing, DO NOT READ ON.

Prologue: (??? POV) I looked at the choices. So many choices. So little time.

"Come on! Are you going to pick or not? You said you wanted this job! Doing the picking!"

I didn't know what I was signing up for. Plus, if I didn't sign up, me and all my family and friends would be dead by now.

All the others are staring at me now. Waiting for me to make a choice. Waiting. Waiting.

I'm too scared. Slowly, I cover my eyes so I don't have to see the happy faces of these people. I point my finger at one.

"This one."

Chapter One: Lucinda Gaylor's POV:  WARNING: CONTAINS RUDE WORDS!!!

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I shut the laptop. That was plenty of YouTube and homework for a night. I smiled. Some YouTubers are just so cute! Actually, I'm friends with most of them. This is probably because I nearly died three years ago. I was 12. Long story. Anyway, I was given a YouTube channel and I now post daily vlogs and comedy video sketch thingys. Then came the hate. Those people. This got me really depressed. I decided to self-harm to drown my sorrows. I still use YouTube though. It IS the best website in the world.

I hear my brother open the door to my house. Oh god.

"Hey there f£*%ot!"

Oh goodness. I have hated that word ever since I met Tyler and Troye and Hannah Hart. They are the best. Honestly. I don't even know if my brother knows what it means, even if he is 17.

"Why don't you mother fucking shut your mouth, you dirty Saukerl!!!" I shout.

My brother looks surprised. I don't think he knows what the word Saukerl means. (bastard in German)

"Whoa there fag! Calm your tits!" My brother mutters rather loudly, as he walks off into his room.

I sigh. My brother is such a dick. I hate him so much. If I even got the chance to move away, away from my family, away from everybody, then I most definitely would.