The Green Room | RoadTrip

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Emma's POV

The time flew by as Fiona and I were being our usual sarcastic, idiotic and funny selfs. It was around 12:45 right now, so 15 minutes before the doors opened. People around us were starting to get irritated by Fiona and I because we were being so loud and kept laughing at everything. 

At times like this I really questioned myself, why did I even bother coming here as more than half of their fans are under the age of 16. That's a 5 year gap between us and that gap is definitely noticeable. But we can handle it, only a few hours left and I'll never see these faces again. 

When the doors finally opened Fiona and I had to wait another 20 minutes or so, as we were last in line and wanted to keep it that way. Everyone went in front of us and when the time finally came that our tickets got scanned I was starting to feel nervous. Would Andy remember me? Or would he see me as just another crazy fan? 

I think Fiona started to notice I was getting nervous as well. She rubbed my back and kept telling me it would all be fine. That he isn't worth it if he doesn't remember me. I do realise we only met for short amount of time but it felt right, you know? After only 5 minutes of talking with him it felt like I had known him forever, and that feeling definitely kicks in when you've never had that before.

We were getting closer and closer. There were only 3 people in front of us now. When the next person in line went around the corner, there were only 2 left. I was so close I could hear their voices now. 

"Hello darling, how are you?" was the first thing I heard. Not in Andy's voice. Great. Amazing. He's not the first one I have to greet. After listening for a few more seconds I found out Andy was the last one of the lads in line. Which means I have to go see the other 4 boys first. Which also means the nerves will probably only get worse and worse each second that flies by. 

It was Fiona's turn now. She gave me a quick hug. "Everything will be alright, ok? I promise. You know what I said, right?" I nodded. "He's not worth any more of your thoughts if he doesn't remember who you are." I smiled at her and gave her a hug once more. "Enjoy!!!!" I quickly whispered as she walked away to go see the lads.

My thoughts were running wild as they suddenly got interrupted with a "Are you ready?", the security man asked me with a nice and genuine smile on his face. "Yeah, I am. Thank you. You have a nice night sir." He responded with a quick thank you and now it was my turn. 

I totally lied. I. WAS. NOT. READY. 

But what could I do about it now?