Voice of Desire and Creation ~Sasunaru

One~

Naruto's face was downcast, the image of dozens of paper stacks reflected in his eyes. His left arm was gripping a headful of his blonde hair. There was a twinge of irritation playing along the blue iris of his eye.
Nearly everyone in the building had turned in for the night, leaving Naruto to himself, alone in his office. The moon outside made a nice light behind him for his work but strained his already tired face.
Slamming his brush down in frustration he leaned back in his chair, tilting his head up to look at the ceiling of his rounded office.
The days and weeks dragged on together, blending into months. An endless cycle of nonsense passing him by and leaving him to his work. The same work that had cluttered his mind for years. Of course Naruto still was honored and appreciative of his place as Hokage, but it had become...repetitive. He was in a rut.
Hinata had been distant lately, leaving him alone most nights to think about himself and the life he has now.
Naruto sighed, placing his false hand against his face.
And then there was Sasuke.
He and Sakura has just recently gotten engaged. According to her, it was very private and simple, she called it romantic.
Though Sakura was his crush from years ago, after Sasuke left there was a shift in him. A change in the way he viewed the boy. His friend has become a brother then that brother became something even greater.
He had noticed himself seeing Sasuke's black hair as more than just black hair. His onyx eyes, Were more than just onyx eyes. Sasuke was a piece of art, a masterpiece of soft raven feathers and obsidian gems.
All he had known was that he had to bring him back. He had to see Sasuke again and again and again. He wanted to see the older black bird every minute of everyday.
Lowering his hand, Naruto released another sigh, silently resenting himself for his feelings. Sasuke had left, he never came back, not until there was no other choice. Naruto's feelings couldn't be reciprocated. He knew that much.
Damnit, why can't I hate him like everyone else did?
The thought hurt him. He didn't want to hate him; he couldn't.
As the thoughts crawled to the forefront of Naruto's mind, there was a small knock on the door. After a moments hesitation, the door swung open by Sasuke's hand. His coal hair falling over his rinnegan, leaving his right, blank eye open. His jacket sleeve hung limp at his side, his right arm clutching the door handle.
Speaking of.
Naruto pouted his lip and rested his head on his prosthetic arm, "what is it? I'm a bit busy," Naruto spoke as kindly as possible, though the work made his voice angrier than intended.
"I don't appreciate the sarcasm," Sasuke's voice was calm and cool, "anyway, I needed to talk to you."
Naruto raised a brow, "about?"
"Sakura."
Naruto paused, setting himself up straight, "what about her?" His mind was blank. What on Earth could he need to talk about? The two were engaged, Sakura was ecstatic, and Sasuke was finally happy. What else was there? What else could Sasuke need?
Sasuke sat himself on the edge of Naruto's desk, opposite of him, "Sakura just isn't my type," he started and Naruto perked, "I don't know why i even agreed to marry her in the first place. She's a bitch, more of a friend I guess but-"
Naruto jerked up from his chair, the wood striking the floor behind him. He slammed his hands against his desk and set a hard glare on Sasuke who sat stone faced, "why the fuck did you propose to her then? You are just going to hurt her! Don't you even care about her? She's your friend."
Sasuke set an icy gaze on Naruto, "I never proposed to her, she asked me," Naruto retracted a bit but kept his eyes firmly on Sasuke's face, "and I can't say I care to much."
"How can you not care? You've know her and I since we were kids! Does that mean you don't care about me either?" Naruto swallowed hard, regretting asking the last question, afraid to know the answer. Naruto knew Sasuke could never return that pang of love he felt but he never contemplated that he couldn't care for him, even a bit.
The face Sasuke held, the cold stare and stone cheeks made Naruto want to retreat into himself. He was going to lose Sasuke, all because of a stupid question.
"Why can't you care about her?" Naruto was yelling. He couldn't just let Sasuke talk this way about Sakura. She was there for them for so long. What did she mean to him? What about Kakashi and Kiba and Shikamaru and himself, "how do I know that you don't care about me or Kaka-"
Naruto was interrupted by Sasuke's foot colliding with the floor as he stomped his way behind Naruto's desk. Resting his single right arm against the desk and leaning his face closer to Naruto's, a warm, rosy blush brushed over his cheeks. The look in Sasuke's swirling eyes sent a shiver down his spine.
"I care about you. Why would I have come back?" Sasuke's lips were so close to Naruto's he could feel his breath against his own. Naruto pressed his dry lips together and backed himself up against his own desk. Sasuke's head followed keeping his scrutinizing stare trained in Naruto's baby blues.
Naruto couldn't respond.
"I agreed to marry her because I can't have you," Sasuke's voice was hard, but in his dancing grays, there was sadness. There was hurt.
There was pain.
Naruto gulped down nothing. A dozen thoughts were rushing around his brain trying to gather themselves. Sasuke wanted Naruto? This had to be a joke. Some kind of twisted humor from Sasuke to hurt him. He would do that kind of thing right? He did that everyday just by existing next to him.
"What do you mean?" It wasn't a question to be answered simply with words but accented with actions.
Sasuke understood that.
"I mean this whole time, I've wanted you."
And that was the trigger. Sasuke gave up holding back, pushing himself forward to close the gap and meet his lips.
Naruto's was frozen, his arms suspended in midair and his eye wide open. Sasuke was kissing him. Right here, right now, in the middle of his office.
Sasuke's lips were much softer than Naruto had expected them to be. There was a sudden wave of insecurity while Naruto remembered how chapped his own had been but Sasuke didn't seem to mind.
Letting his lids flutter shut, Naruto sank into the kiss, pushing himself again Sasuke. With the approval Sasuke received, he fought back harder, asserting himself over Naruto. Naruto's arms reached up to Sasuke's neck and pulled him farther into him, savoring the taste of Sasuke's lips. The cool mint and Earthy sapidity like alcohol in his mouth. Naruto opened his mouth for Sasuke to trail his tongue in.
Naruto could only think of tasting more of the liquor of his lips. This was really happening. This kiss, in this room, tonight was real.
Dear god don't let this be some sort of fucked up dream.
Just when Naruto contemplated the chance of this all being some sick fantasy, he felt Sasuke's single hand trail down to his butt. The cold, thin hand groped his ass and Naruto couldn't help but release a suppressed moan.
Sasuke responded by gripping it once again and pushing his hips forward against Naruto's own. Papers from the opposite side of the desk fluttered to the floor as his body was thrusted against it.
He released another moan into Sasuke's mouth. Just as Naruto felt Sasuke's hips move slightly against his, Sasuke parted his lips, a strand of saliva connecting their two tongues. Both men were panting heavily while they exchanged breaths.
Sasuke took a moment to take in the blonde man's face. He was flushed and his cheeks were a soft red, trailing all the way to his ears, a soft smile tracing the edges of his lips and Sasuke drank it all in.
"Sasuke-" the mere sound of Naruto saying his name in such a manner drove Sasuke crazy, right to the edge. Sasuke slammed himself against Naruto's lips once more. The smaller man growled against the sudden movement and grinded his own pelvis against Sasuke's.
Without anymore words, the black haired man shoved Naruto's body up onto the desk, still firmly holding his ass.
While sitting on the wooden surface, Naruto wrapped his legs around Sasuke's waist, pulling him closer to him. The shuffle of movement caused one of Naruto's picture frames to crash to the floor, shattering the glass.
Parting his lips from Sasuke's he glanced over at the fallen frame. Though, Sasuke wasn't stopping, he continued to rub himself against Naruto and suck firmly on his neck.
Naruto winced at the sharp bite of Sasuke's teeth but kept his eyes trained on the photo. The photo was an old one, way back from his days in team seven. Kakashi, Sakura, Sasuke, and himself were all together as kids again. That photo meant everything to him, he had to keep it with him at all times. It reminded him of simpler times, when he wasn't running a nation and when his dreams were still dreams. Goals Naruto could still strive for. Before Sasuke left, before the village praise him, before life interrupted.
A tear sprung to Naruto's eye as he pushed Sasuke back, "wait."
Despite Naruto's words, Sasuke continued kissing his neck and down toward his collarbone.
"Sasuke stop!" Naruto shoved the older man back harder, finally getting him to settle down. Sasuke licked his lips quickly, "what's wrong?"
Naruto didn't speak, he only looked down at the photo, Sasuke's eyes following. When he finally did speak, a few tears had escaped down his cheek, "Sasuke, we can't do this to them. Sakura and Hinata are our friends. What kind of people would we be?"
Then, Sasuke did something surprising. He took hold of Naruto's hand, kissing the back of it gently, his lips soft and tender on his skin, "worry about them later," he shifted his look toward Naruto's face, his eyes softer than they had been before, "right now, I'm worrying about you. I've been waiting over thirty years for this, and I know you have too."
The kind words that had been released into the air stunned Naruto as he took another look down at the frame. Sasuke's hand pulled his face gently toward his own, "just look at me."
A smirk flickered across Naruto's face as Sasuke pulled him in for another kiss, more gentle, more loving.
Sasuke wasn't able to take much more, his fingers intertwined with the blonde's. Lightly nibbling on Naruto's lip, the blonde squeaked out a moan. Sasuke moved his hand to Naruto's orange jacket, trying to unbutton the fabric by himself. When they weren't cooperating, he grunted, biting a bit to hard on Naruto's lip.
"Ow..." Naruto pulled away, looking down at his hand struggling with the jacket. Naruto smiled, helping Sasuke along with his and Sasuke's own vest.
The moment the buttons were released, the two drew back to one another like magnets.
Sasuke couldn't wait to much longer before letting himself bite down Naruto's body, leaving behind small bruises and bites. Each nibble made Naruto bite his own lip to hold in small grunts of pleasure.
Noticing Naruto holding back, Sasuke smirked and playfully flicked his tongue over Naruto's nipple. The sensation causing Naruto's legs to tighten around the raven's waist and release a suppressed groan.
Sasuke found himself loving the sound of Naruto's voice, squeezing his ass once more and continuing to lick his nipples.
"S-Sasuke, stop..." Naruto squeaked. Sasuke trailed his gaze up to Naruto's face. The soft expression was illuminated by moonlight, making his eyes sparkle as if he had tears threatening to leak out.
At the plea, Sasuke suckled on the small pink nub, groping the blonde and grinding himself against him once more, "Please...stop..."
He was panting at this point, his arms wrapped around Sasuke's neck, forcing him closer to himself.
Sasuke stopped himself from moving against the man, planting kisses down his torso until he reached the hem of his black pants.
Looking up at the blondes face for approval, he nodded so slightly, Sasuke almost didn't notice. The blush across his cheeks looked red enough he worried he might pass out.
Sasuke sank to his knees, bring his hand forward to Naruto's groin, running a slim finger over the bulge in his pants. Naruto jerked at the feeling, shifting his hands to tangle into Sasuke's black locks. His body bent over itself as Sasuke unbuttoned the small plastic button holding the fabric together. In one fell swoop, Sasuke ripped down Naruto's boxers and pants together, the cold air slapping the tender skin, making him shiver.
Damn...Sasuke could feel himself going crazy, just looking at the sight of his hard member made him tingle with anticipation.
Without a moments hesitation, Sasuke began kissing and sucking at Naruto's thighs, biting the sensitive skin there, pushing out moans from his throat and jerks on his hair. The feeling arosed Sasuke even further.
Sasuke gripped at Naruto's thigh, sliding his face towards his cock, running his tongue along the underside of his size.
"Ah! S-Sasuke..." his words turned into moans and sounds as Sasuke took the length of his lover into his mouth, keeping his eyes open and trained on Naruto's face. His eyes and nose were scrunched together, his mouth hanging open and a small dribble of drool falling down his chin and onto his bruised chest.
The farther Sasuke went down and the more he grazed his tongue along the skin of his shaft, the harder Naruto pulled on the strands of Sasuke's dark hair.
"Sasuke, if you don't stop I'm gonna-" just as the words worked out of his mouth, Sasuke took his lips away from the tip of Naruto's dick, looking up at the man in a sinister fashion. There was a diabolically evil look in his eye while he rose to his feet. Sasuke pushed his fingers toward Naruto's lips and leaned down into Naruto's ear. Sasuke's tongue trail around his ear as Naruto took Sasuke's digits into his mouth.
Naruto's warm tongue wrapped around his fingers made Sasuke unconsciously move himself against Naruto even harder.
Sasuke continued to nip and lick at Naruto's ear while subconsciously pushing himself and against Naruto and moving his fingers around inside the warmth of his mouth.
Reluctantly, Naruto swirled his tongue around his thin digits. His hot breath was raising the hairs on Sasuke's arm, shivering down into his stomach.
When satisfied, Sasuke removed his figures and his own mouth and kissed Naruto's lips once more, a small peck of sorts along his already kiss bruised lips. They were swollen and puckered when Sasuke brushed his lips along the blonde's.
Parting their mouths, Sasuke kept their faces just inches away, his eyes trained on the bright blue of Naruto's iris.
Sasuke kissed Naruto's forehead lightly, and leaned back down toward his butt. Tracing his fingers, around his small entrance. Sasuke made eye contact with him once more, searching for a hint of approval in his face. Naruto smiled warmly at Sasuke, his eyes softly creased like a child's which coaxed a small smile out of Sasuke. Carefully, he nudged a slim finger into his small hole,
Naruto squirmed on the desk, a few more scrapes of paper fluttering to the floor and his petite entrance tightening around Sasuke's finger.
"Sasuke, it feels weird..." his breathing was heavy and Sasuke rose to his feet once more to kiss at his neck again. He suckled over the existing bites while he worked a second finger inside Naruto.
Naruto stifled a moan, a giggle slipping from Sasuke's lips, "louder," Sasuke smirked against his skin, "I want to hear you."
The blonde continued to bite at his lip, ignoring Sasuke.
Grunting, Sasuke bit at his neck a bit to hard and pushed his fingers in slightly too far, a large whine rolling over his tongue.
Another finger, another bite, another whine. Three fingers now and a whimpering Naruto. The air in the room felt hot and sticky in their lungs as the pair exchanged breaths. With the hot air, the skin between them became sweaty and slick with perspiration and Sasuke could taste the salt on Naruto's lips and whiskers as he kissed at them.
"Sasuke, please, just come on!" The boy was getting impatient with Sasuke, as well as Sasuke.
Before he would even consider putting the full length of himself in Naruto, he wanted to make sure he wasn't going to hurt him. He wanted to find that one spot he knew of before hurting the blonde.
"Calm down," Sasuke coaxed him as he bent and spread his fingers around inside Naruto's ass. The feeling was strange to Naruto but he accepted it and let himself sink into the pleasure he felt, being connected with Sasuke for the first time in such a way.
Though, Naruto was sure he had never done anything of this sort with another man before (or with anyone at all) yet he found himself wondering about Sasuke. He seemed calm and confident in his movements and actions. His face was solid, as it typically was, and cool. The ease of his hand and face almost forced Naruto to tears. He had done this before, he just had to.
Just as a tear sprung to the his eye, Sasuke's fingers tapped at a certain spot inside him, making his flinch and gasp out in a high pitched moan.
Sasuke stopped moving instantly and glanced up at Naruto's teary eyes. He flashed a grin and leaned up to Naruto's face, kissing away his salty tears. The blonde gave a large closed-mouth smile and pecked the older man's lips.
"Sasuke..." his voice was soft, and sweet, filled with love and sincerity.
Sasuke smiled once more, "Naruto...can I?"
His concern baffled Naruto. He was used to Sasuke taking what he believed was his, being aggressive and hard, but this Sasuke was gentle and caring. His heart skipped beat after beat as he looked into his stormy orb-like eyes.
Naruto gave a nod and looked down toward Sasuke's groin. His pants were still on, constricting the area where a solid outline of his cock was.
A wave of pleasure flooded over Naruto as he felt Sasuke remove his fingers and begin toying with the button of his pants, stepping out of the fabric and his boxers with it.
With the moon behind him outlining Sasuke's silhouette, he looked like a sort of demon leaned over him, pushing his hips into the, now slick with sweat, desk.
He looked like something from a book of legends.
Sasuke slowly began rubbing himself against the now stretched area of Naruto's entrance, taunting the man. Pushing his chapped lips together, avoiding eye contact with Sasuke. Naruto looked at the holes in the wall or the cracks in the ceiling. Anywhere but his lover's face.
Sasuke stopped his movements, "what's wrong?"
Naruto just shook his head, his face blank and calm.
Once more, the dark haired man asked, "what's wrong?" Naruto believed he had caught wind of his tone contacting more than just his usual coolness, there was genuine concern, almost a small nip of fear.
"Nothing is wrong! Just keep going," Naruto's own words stunned him. He felt hot and angry, "you clearly know what you're doing so just fucking do it!" His icy eyes were now trained directly on Sasuke, heat radiating from Naruto's own face.
Sasuke's tone had shifted from fearful and desperate to something more angry and accusing.
"What?" Sasuke's face scrunched up, his brow furrowed and his voice hot, "you think I've done this before?"
Naruto sat up fully, his bare legs dangling from the desk into open air, "of course! Why else would you be so calm in this situation! Christ, we are having sex! Two men and you know exactly what to do. You just seem so confident, like you know exactly what to do with me and-"
In a flash, Sasuke shoved his right hand down onto Naruto's shoulder, pushing him back down to the desk, the blonde's legs instinctively wrapping back around him once again, "Naruto," his voice was rocky and rough as he spoke, "who else would I do this with? I told you, I've waited thirty years. You think you're the only one who's scared?" Naruto could feel his mood shift to something more heartbreaking, "what if I hurt you? Am I actually making you feel the way you deserve to feel? I can't tell. Talk to me Naruto. Tell me what you're feeling."
Naruto's eyes widened, the bright blue swimming with moonlight and love, "fine but-"
"Just shut up," Sasuke whispered, breathing lightly into Naruto's ear.
Entangling his arms around Sasuke's neck once more, he lowered him into a soft kiss. Nothing hungry or desperate, just sweetness, like whipped cream. There was a gentle tap on Naruto's swollen bottom lip as he opened up to make way for his partner's tongue.
The two kissed and sucked at one another for a long while, Sasuke grinding himself against Naruto all the while, forcing out grunts and soft speaks into their connect mouths.
The lids of Naruto's eyes fluttered open and he pushed Sasuke back, "please Sasuke."
There didn't need to be anymore words.
Focusing now on his own hard member, Sasuke pushed the tip of himself into Naruto's entrance, the heat enclosing around him.
"Ahhh!" Naruto yelped, his fingernails digging into Sasuke's back, scratching the skin on his shoulders.
"Are you okay?" Sasuke's voice was calm and gentle above him, relaxing him and letting himself sink into the older man's touch
"Are you kidding?" Naruto's voice shook and wavered from the pain in his lower area. Teeth glistened behind his lips and a single blue eye sparkles with the hint of a tear, "I've been in much worse pain than this."
A fair thumb glided over the scars Naruto's right cheek and a smile cracked the edges of Sasuke's lips.
He sheathed himself inside Naruto farther and farther until he was completely inside, whimpers and moans of pain rumbling inside Naruto's throat, "That's all of it."
Naruto didn't speak he just panted, his breath coming out in quick successions, keeping time wth his own heartbeat.
He let Naruto breath, taking his time to get used to his shape. Sasuke could feel his insides working around him, the heat from Naruto's body, inside and out, making him sweat. The dark hair on his head was stuck to his skin with perspiration.
"Sasuke," Naruto exhaled heavily, a tender gaze projected onto the face of Naruto's lover, "please, move."
A hand swiped over Naruto's brow kindly, "okay." Sasuke's voice was so gentle and kind Naruto almost didn't believe the word was from Sasuke's own mouth.
Cautious, Sasuke moved inside Naruto, the blonde squirming beneath him, "S-Sasuke..."
"Naruto...I love you. I'm so in love with you," a rasp, a tickle scratched at Sasuke's throat as he spoke. His words coming out through his gasps.
Naruto worked an eye open to look up at the darker man. His eyes were squeezed shut, his face contorted in bliss and ruggedness, "me too. I love you, so much. Too much," the words barely found their way out before another ecstatic moan flushed from his mouth.
A single trail of drool fell from Naruto's slick lips, his head tilted back in agonizing luxury. His nails clawed at the pale skin of Sasuke's back and his legs wrapped around his waist tightly, like a brace or a belt. Sasuke pressed his hips down with one arm, his head now moved into the crook of Naruto's shoulder, gasping out breaths in time with the blonde's.
"Fuck, Sasuke! Don't stop!" Naruto begged. He could feel the end approaching and, no matter how desperately he or the older wanted to climax, the two just didn't want this to end.
Out and back in, out and in, out and in. The connection between the two was severed and rekindled again and again. The irony in these actions was indescribable. This time here was a representation of them, their lives as a whole together. Yet, this moment made all the sense in the world. A fusion of pleasure filled moans and grunts of one another's names. Sweat and salt hung in the air with the heaviness of heat baring down on them along with the weight of these actions and the consequences they could bring. Despite that, the two clung to each other as if they were there last life line before drowning in a sea of loneliness and bitterness. As one scratched and clawed at the other to stay, the other clung as tightly as possible, lacing themselves within, despite the pain the other inflicted.
This is how they were meant to be; shredded, tormented souls who found one another and, no matter how little sense it made for two wrongs to meet and become correct, it made all the sense in this fucked up world.
The gravity of the room felt thick, as the two continued to break the other. The world was ending, the world was being reborn. Stars were torn from the sky and painted once again. Death and rebirth continued on for the instant, until everything came to a brief, and sudden halt. Everything flourished with rose buds and crystal clear water as the two collapsed, holding one another as gently as the gods who created paradise would.

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