Enemy or more? (Editing)

Chapter 19-Belieber?

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Justin's POV

I woke up with a banging headache. I opened up my eyes and saw that I was sleeping on Jessica's lap. What the hell? Did she forgive me?

I was glaring at her while she was sleeping, she looked so beautiful.

A smile formed on my face as I looked at her while laying my head again on her lap.

I knew I hurt her but I did it purposely because I don't want her to love me. i don't think I can take another relationship anymore. Every time a girl tells me to trust them and I do but later they just leave so I don't trust anyone anymore.

"No no no noooooo" Jessica screamed while she was sleeping. She was having a nightmare.

I woke her up by shaking her. She started to cry.

"Shhh" I whispered as I pulled her into a hug.

She was crying  so hard that my shirt was getting wet.

"What's wrong?" I asked her.

No reply she just held me tighter.

Jessica's POV

I sobbed while I held Justin. I had a dream of my parents dying in the car accident.

10 minutes went by and Justin was still here holding me. I calmed down.

"Tell me what's wrong" I heard Justin say.

"I had a nightmare" I whispered.

"I know but about what?"

"About my parents dying in a car accident" i said looking up to him.

"Don't worry nothing will happen to them" Justin said smiling.

"Uhmm you don't understand" I said looking at him.

"What do you mean?" Justin asked.

"They already passed away in a car accident and I just had a flashback" I whispered.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry" Said Justin  sadly.

"Nah it's okay" I replied looking up to him.

"Did you ever feel lonely?" Justin asked.

"Uhmm yeh I was completely broken, I didn't know what to do and I just wanted them back...I locked myself in my room for 2 months and your mum always came and looked after me"

"She gave me strength and to fight back so I'm very happy she came in my life" I said smiling big.

"Wow! Don't worry you are not alone anymore, you got me,Chaz, Alfredo, Ryan and my mum" Justin replied flashing his smile.

"Yeh thanks" I replied.

"I always wanted to ask you this? Why did you hate me from the beginning?" Justin asked.

"Well I didn't hate you, I just maybe was angry at you" I replied.

"Oh I thought you hated my music" Justin said.

"Noooo I used to be a belieber" then I realised that I just told him the truth.

"Belieber? Really? Then why do you hate me now?" Justin said shocked.

"Noo I done hate you no more and don't worry it's a long story" I replied.

"Noo I want to know tell me?" Justin said with his eyes filled with curious.

"Okay fine! I was a belieber but soon after my parents died I stopped" I said.

"Ohh why?" Justin asked.

"You want to know why? It's because I fucking supported you through everything! Everyday in school I fight with people because they say crap about you and I wanted to support you. I always pushed my friends away because I was too busy watching your life. Also I never believed in any rumours because I believed in you! And when you sing fall I cry every time because I thought you would catch me if I fall but after my parents died I woke up from the fantasy and realised that you are not going to be there as you didn't even fucking know that I even existed. Everyday of my life after my parents died I felt like piece of shit because no one was there for me. I regret that I didn't make my parents proud of me when they were here and now they are actually gone and I couldn't  show them that I won awards!" I yelled while I was crying.

"And what hurt the most was the person I looked up for wasn't there when I needed him the most" I whispered.

"I am here now"

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Oooo did you expect Jessica to outburst like that?

Will Justin always be there for her?

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