obsessed. [ jahseh d. onfroy. ( xxxtentacion ) ft you. ]

intro. [ vice city ]

i see him everywhere i go. this all started three months ago when i moved next door to him, your wondering who ? jahseh. jahseh d. onfroy. 19 years old. also known as my stalker. i can say im afraid , but at the time, i just needed a friend.

[ flashback ]

" Hey / your name \ come outside and help me real quick! "

who's voice is that ? my ADOPTIVE mom. & she will never be my real mom , nor will she treat me like she is. I instantly ran outside from my new room and grabbed the box that she was clearly about to drop.

" Put this where ? " i asked , more then likely already knowing the answer.

" My room , thank you. " she glared up at me , while searching at the writing on the boxes to see where everything goes.

" Said so sternly. " i mumbled in a low enough voice , so she wouldn't hear. but for me to hear, so i could have the satisfaction of knowing that i said it.

Its just me.. and her. No siblings, no dad, no friends. Maria. That's my biological mom. She died in a car accident when i was 3. don't feel bad for me, because i already feel for myself. my soul died with her, i swear. i miss her so. the only memory i have of her , is seeing her face on the television, on the news. watching with my grandmother.

by this time , i was staring out the window. at a.. boy? and surprisingly , he was looking back. i waved and he .. he just stared. then he walked away. i just want a friend.

[ flash back over ]

why won't he just talk to me? i have nobody and he clearly sees that. please ? .. jahseh ?