obsessed. [ jahseh d. onfroy. ( xxxtentacion ) ft you. ]

first day of senior hell. [ fxck ]

" Well my first day. " i said to myself as i clicked my alarm off on my phone. I started to scroll through tumblr, as a message popped up on my phone.

unknown number : bvf..

you : what the hell ? who is this ?

i don't even know why i asked that. i already know who it is. Jahseh.

I shook my head as i got up and walked over to my newly organized closet.

" First day.. first day. " i said to myself as i swung clothes on hangers back and forth. Jaz had already left for work. My ag ? I will never call her mom. Adoptive guardian it is.

I finally picked something out and put it on.

i went downstairs and grabbed an apple and my car keys and walked outside. As i was walking to my car i seen a shadow on the side. As i got closer and closer , all i saw were blonde dreads moving back and forth.

" JAHSEH ! " i yelled already knowing it was him.

He then stood up started walking back next door, to his house, without saying a word. He then started walking backwards and was looking right at me. It felt like his piercing eyes were making holes in my face he was looking so hard. He then disappeared into his house. Me, being fed up and already almost 5 minutes late for school , i started walking towards his door. When i got up to the door , i banged on it as hard as i could.

" Jahseh open the fucking door! "

As soon as i stated my statement the door swung open and all i saw was a shirtless Jahseh.

" Why do you do things like this? Just fucking talk to me. It's been three months since i got here and all you do is follow me."

" Come in.. " he said in a low tone.

That's the first time i've ever heard him speak , at all. I did as he said and walked in to see a remotely clean living room. I stood there and he did the same and just looked at me.

" Are you coming to school? I could drive you.. if you want. "

Still. He just stood there. Looking. DEAD AT ME.

" Fucking TALK TO ME. Damn! "

" Give me five minutes." he said in the same low tone and then made his way down the hallway into what i believe is his room.

I sat down on his couch and waited. I heard footsteps literally about five minutes later. He came down the hallway in some black jeans, a white v-neck and some hightop vans. He didn't say a word, he opened the door, locked the back walked out. Following, i closed the door. He walked straight towards my car and stood on the passenger side, waiting for me to unlock the door. I did so and we both hopped in. I started the car and drove off.

"Jahseh." I said while driving. "Why don't you ever talk to me? I would love to be friends. Your looks scare me a little and it makes me uncomfortable."

He didn't even hear a word i said. He had his headphones in blasting some song, and the beat was heavy as hell.

" Everyday fxck a verse, fxck the heavens, fxck merk. Fxck the doctors that's gon save me when i cut my fxcking arm. Out the socket, blast that rocket, leave my face upon the dirt. Oh my god , Oh my god, oh my, oh my. "

Wait , is that.. is that him ? I then tapped his shoulder and pulled his earphone out. He looked up at me, again with those piercing, black-looking eyes. I took a deep breath as i said again.

"Jahseh. Why don't you ever talk to me? I would love to be friends. Your looks scare me a little and it makes me uncomfortable."

He said nothing. HE SAID NOTHING.

"I don't really communicate well. Im sorry for being so weird. Your just so .." He then shook his head and put his headphones back in.

I sighed and pulled in a parking lot at school , well here we are , the first day of senior hell.