Love Or Abuse?

anger issues

Sabrina pov

Tts like he hates me but loves me. he is a whole other different person at times and that makes me worry about him. I cry at night thinking what have I gotten myself into. it scares me sometimes because I wonder what my future would be like if I keep dealing with this he has a soft heart but angry on the inside is he misunderstood or is he just like that.

Idk if he means to hurt me its cause every time he does he figures out to make it up to me.it confuses me how sometimes his actions change its-

I gco from writing my diary when chris walked down stairs.

"hey" I say obviously showing that I'm nervous he just smiled and walked over to me and kissed me on my cheek I smiled and knew today was going to be a good day "whats that" he said as he looked at my diary "nothing" he shrugged and went to the kitchen I got up and puut my diary in a hiding place I walked into the kitchen and saw chris eating I got some grapes and headed upstairs.

I brushed my teeth and took my shower I got out and put my outfit on I ran downstairs bout to head downstairs" where u going" " for sum starbucks" he looked at me and said whatever I walked out jumpimg in my car and blasting my radio with privacy by chris brown I drove to starbucks and as soon as I walked in I froze I couldn't believe I saw my ex my ex was just like chris beats me but my ex used  to beat me and wouldnt stop my ex he acted like I wasn't shit and he treated me like an slave now chris on the other hand shows me that he oves me but sometimes beats me.

 got snapped outta my thoughts when I realized I was looking at nothing in the middle of starbucks I ordered my coffee and got out when I got out I realized lucas [ex] was looking at me........ to be continued