Falling apart

I was sitting at my desk in school drawing a broken heart practically what I felt like broken hearted I felt a yank at my notebook and looked up the mean girl that always teases me grabbed my notebook "what are you drawing ugly bitch ohh a broken heart  what an emo your so lame get a life" . 

I was on the of verge of crying tears were already streaming down my face i snached my notebook and ran out of the classroom i could hear the teacher yelling "YOUNG LADY GET BACK HERE OR YOUR IN BIG TROUBLE" and the mean girl saying "ohh look she is running off such a cry baby why doesn't she just kill herself nobody would even miss her".

I ran to the bathroom and just fell down crying i heard the principle on the entercom saying "Heather Rose come to the office your mother is here to pick you up". I knew i was in trouble when i passed the classroom on the way to the office i heard Britney say "ha that bitch is in trouble". I just wanted to kill her but i kept my anger in and kept walking when i got to the office i stopped at the door *sigh* i put my hand on the knob then slowley turned it i walked in seeing my mom "Young lady when we get back home your gonna be in huge trouble" "i-i im so s-sorry mom i didn't m-mean to" we walked back to the car and i got in once we got back to the house i walked in and saw my dad sitting on the couch "great timing i just ran out of beer go to the kitchen and get me some more you ungratefull child" "UGH FINE" what did you just say did you just talk back to me". i could tell he was drunk "n-no sir". "thats what i thought now go get me that beer.

I was in the kitchen getting a beer when i felt something hit my back i turned around and saw an emty beer bottle my dad  just threw at me "HURRY UP WITH THAT FUCKING BEER". I grabbed a beer out if the fridge and gave it to my dad then i heard my mom "HEATHER COME HERE RIGHT NOW". I ran upstares and walked to my mom she raised her hand and slapped me "NOW DONT YOU EVER GET IN TROUBLE IN SCHOOL AGAIN". "o-ok i-im s-sorry m-am" i went to my room crying there was blood on my face where she slapped me. My dad walked into my room yelling "IS THIS A FUCKING JOKE YOU GAVE ME AN EMTY BEER CAN YOU DESERVE IT NOW" my dad walked up to me then punched me in my stomach i screamed in pain as i fell down once i was on the floor he continued kicking me in the stomach blood spat out of my mouth as i screamed in pain once more "d..ad p-l-leasse s-top i..m s..so..rry". "NO YOU LITTLE BITCH YOU NEED TO BE TAUGHT A LESSON". he had one last kick before he left the room slamming the door i was on the floor crying and trying to breath there was blood all around my head. I forced myself to my closet and grabbed a knife from inside a shoebox that i hid i raised it over my stomach a stabbed my self i gagged out blood as i fell to the ground i could feel the life draining out of me my soul being ripped out of me until i stopped breathing that was it the end of my life i was no more.