I hope you can forgive what happened between you and me.
Its my biggest regret in life, i hope by saying this it helps set me free.
I apologise for the way i acted and things i said.
I'm sorry for keeping myself down and depressed by forcing myself to stay in bed.
I began by lifting you up, but eventually dragged you down.
And finally i self destruct, and went into a full meltdown.
I refused to get help, i just cast you aside.
I just ran away scared, i laid down and cried
I am anxious and afraid, and i don't know where to begin to talk to you again.
Besides i was immature, broken, and Failed at being your Friend.