Thinking about him (Nash Grier Short Story)

Hey. I've decided to take a break on doing some kathniel fanfictions.

So here! I've always loved MagCon Boys. And decided to make one of this thing since i spent 2 days staying up late reading nash grier stuff.

Hope you liked it!

PS- This is a Dramatic One.

Kaitlin's POV

I opened my eyes and realized it's morning. I sat up and rubbed my eyes while i yawn. I looked at the clock and it's 7:43 am March 27.

March 27...

The day has come. I wonder what he's doing right now. Is he awake?Is he suffering like me?I hope he still knows me.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom for my morning rituals. Once i'm done,i wore some black jeans paired with a long sleeved gray with a smiley and the beanie he gave me for my 19th birthday. And walked to the park where we used to hang out all the time.

By the time you're reading this. I know you're clueless or maybe like 'is this girl crazy?' but i'm 23 years old. And i've been living in hell since i was 19. 7 months after my 19th birthday,everything is just falling apart.

I walked to the middle of this park and sat down on the grass. Since there was a rock behind me i relaxed myself and closed my eyes. Remembering the good times we had.

Nash...A famous person...

Nash and i used to be classmates since 3rd grade. And discovered that we have alot of things in common and by that time,we became bestfriends. Then he confessed when we were 15. Young right? He was already famous that time. When we reached the age of 16 this magcon tour started. And ofcourse,i'm with him all the time and i get alot of hate. But i never cared. All i care about is me and nash and all the good people surrounding us. But i kind of feel ashamed of myself. Am i not good enough for nash? why do they hate me? am i a disgrace? i once tried to end everything with nash when magcon was about 6 months already. But he refused.

I opened my eyes as i remember the moment i tried to hurt him just so he can leave me and i wouldn't get any hate. I shivered as the cold air brushed my skin. But it feels so good. Feels so good to have the feeling of freezing to death. Like i'm in canada ofcourse it's like living in a freezer. But summer is coming. So it isn't that cold. I lay down on the grass and looked up the sky. It's not a good day. It's gonna rain sooner or later.

I'm so glad he refused to break up with me. We talked about what was happening and luckily we worked it out. We've been making vines and videos together and never care about the hate. I once again close my eyes to visualize everything.

Time passed by. And The Boys are getting really popular. Which means they do have tours around the world. Sadly,i didn't join. Because i have school that time. Nash and i promised to keep in touch. Which i found very hard. What if the country he's in is so far that it's like he's having a dinner while i'm just having my breakfast. That time,i wished immediately to have nash back in my arms again. But i don't want to be unfair. If that's what makes him happy then i'm okay with it. We fought over the internet alot. We usually just tweet everyday. I mean he's too tired to stay up all night talking to me. He's my boyfriend and i don't want him to stay up all night for me when he's really tired. When summer came the magcon did a summer break and decided to just have fun all summer then will have to start again after summer. I was the happiest girl alive when we saw eachother again. I missed him so much. It's been like 9 months and we barely talk. I knew from that day that i will be living in hell when he's not around. I knew from that day that my love is real. My love for him can't explain. I never wanted him to go away again. And i hope he does want to stay with me too. Every single day in summer. I've always asked him. "What will we do if we lost connection?" and he always have the same answer "Nothing can keep us apart. Even if we are thousand miles away we will remain with eachother's memories that we keep in our hearts and no one can steal them away from us" I somehow memorized it. As time went by we're 19 years old. And a couple of months passed by. The magcon tour will be like going to far places. Really far places. And there it is. We lost connection. I've been waiting for him since then. I always tweet him and send him direct messages but i guess he forgot me. He lives in america now. How can he even notice me. When i tweeted,it's like 7 seconds ago but he has thousands of replies already. I've been doing the same thing everyday. Living lonely as hell. I'm am not the usually happy girl people used to know. I barely talk and never go out with my friends. I have this dark bags under my eyes and very pale skin. I barely eat. I barely smile and laugh. How can i ever smile again when the reason for my smile is not with me? i don't even know if we're still together or what. I don't know if i can still call me and and nash as 'us'. I don't know if we still have we. And i don't know what to do with my pathetic life since nash left. I was laying here with my eyes closed when i felt a liquid poured down from my eyes. Hot salty liquid which signifies my sadness. I sat up and opened my eyes. And cry even more. I look so pathetic right now. I can taste the saltiness of my tears as they streamed down my worthless face. I can feel my eyes burning for crying too much. This is pretty much how i always started my day since the day we lost connection. After a couple of minutes. My phone beeped. I pick it up while still crying. It's a notification. From twitter. Nash twitted "Don't cry. I'm here for you" I dropped my phone and cry even harder. Sometimes,his tweet is perfect for my situations. I pretend that it's all for me even though it wasn't. I was just trying to see if i can smile again. But turns out i couldn't.

Sometimes i think. How can i cry that much?My goldfish died but i only cried for like 2 hours. But when it comes to nash. Everything is just...different. I really missed him. I was distracted when someone hugged me. I think it's sarah. My bestfriend. She always hugs me from behind when she wants to surprise me. I can't see anything since my eyes are sore and teary. But i continued crying. I felt sarah moved infront of me. "Bae" Wait....this doesn't sound like sarah. It's more of a guy voice. I looked up and blinked a few times because i really can't see.

There he is. Sitting infront of me. We look at eachother as if we're doing a staring contest. His eyes. His gorgeous blue eyes. O how i missed them. He's staring at me while the fluids cames out from his worried eye streaming down his pinkish cheeks down to his jaw.

Nash Grier. The boy i've waited for 5 very long years. He isn't a boy anymore. Alot has changed. And it looks really good. None of us can even speak. He cupped my face and brushed his thumb down my eyes. "Don't cry" he whispered.

"Oh my God" i whispered back.

"Oh my god!" i shouted and hugged him tight and cry because of the happiness i am having right now. I never wanted to let him go. He hugged me back. Tighter.

I've waited 5 years to hug him. I've waited 5 years to stare at his gorgeous blue eyes. Well i've waited long enough. I have him back. And i will never let him go.

There it is! my first ever nash grier short story! vote and comment below and tell me what you think about it. Also follow me here cause i'll be doing alot of magcon boys short story. Follow me on instagram! @danfortaleza and on twitter @KathnielFever and tell me if you want to have another short story. =)