bertholdt x reader (UNDER EDITING)

chapter 4 - Quiet

You haven't seen Berholdt in three days. Reiner hasn't visited him at all either. You start to get worried, but Annie seem fine. just fine. not even worried one bit. What a bitch. you and Reiner are just talking with Eren and Armin, about random stuff. until, Bertholdt comes in. he looks horrible. he has bags under his eyes and his eyes are blood shot along with messy hair.

Your heart aches as he slouches when he sits. Annie pays no attention to him, she just acts like nothing happened. you glare at Annie for having no heart, whispers are heard from other tables about Bertholdt and Annie.

"Bertholdt-"

"shut up." he cuts you off.

This is not Bertholdt. He is never rude or mean. he is the gentle giant and the sweet kind one. this must of really changed him. you sigh and fight tears, he ignores everyone and doesn't eat. his eyes flicker up to Annie once in a while, and back to the table. he's in a slouching position, and his hands are holding his head up.

you look over at Reiner and he shakes his head. you just continue to eat.

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Another week of ignorance, tears, and hell, was graduation.

You, Bertholdt, and Reiner went to the survey corps. Annie, went to the military police. you have now gotten on your new gear and uniform, you meet up with Bertholdt and Reiner in mess hall. you look around to the other tables, and there is Special OPS Squad, Commander Erwin, section commander Hange Zoe, squad leader Mike Zacharias, and Captain Levi. The males were all handsome, and Hange was a beautiful woman, but Bertholdt was just plain cute.

"i have to go..." Bertholdt says as you sit down.

you watch him leave out the doors, and turn to Reiner. "Will he ever be okay?" You ask.

Reiner shrugs, "I dunno. Bertholdt is that caring one...so maybe soon." He pats your back lightly trying to comfort you.

Bertholdt p.o.v.

I go back to my room, I plop down on my bed and slouch roughly. I feel the tears comeing again. I sniff to try and contain it, but my whimpers break through.
Annie didnt even acknowledge that I was there. I feel so lonely...and up set.

Its all (f/n)'s fault.

If she never pressured me then i wouldnt of been this way. Why me? Why cant annie love me?

Why?

I hear a knock at my door.

"Its open." i say.

Reiner comes in, "you really worried (f/n)...and hurt her."

I hurt (f/n)?

I feel a pang at my heart.

I look away and run a hand through my hair.

"Oh...cool."

Reiner's eyes widen, "really? Thats how you treat your friend? She cares about you damn it!"

"And i dont care about her!" i scowl.

Renier sighs, shakes his head, and walks out.

I cry again.

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I walk through the woods and fly around with my 3dmg. Ad im flying around, i hear a scream.

I land on a branch and look around.

I see these men around a small girl with (h/c) hair.

I get a closer look to see (f/n)! I seing doen and fight them, she cowers behind me and cries. I knock one of them out, and tye rest run away with their unconscious friend.

I carry (f/n) bridal style to my dorm.

Once we get there, I lay her on my bed and cover her up.

I have to take a shower, but what if she wakes up? I'll take the chances.

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I get out and fo to my drawers to get some boxers, pants' and a shirt. I drop my towel but that was a mistake.

"B-Bertholdt?!" I whip around to (f/n) starring at my abs, then to my manhood. Her face goes crimson and she covers her eyes.

I run to the bathroom and change, "s-sorry!"

I come out wearing a gray shirt and black sweat pants. She avoids eye contact, her face is still red as well as mine.

"U-um...im sorry..." i say.

(F/n) p.o.v.

When he turned around, you peeked and got a look at his ass and you had to say-

DAUM

He has a fine ass!

But that member of his was... Large.

Your face burns red and he comes out with cloths on and apologizes. you wave it off and just sit here in silents.

"You can sleep here tonight..." he says.

"Thank you...but where will you sleep?"

"the chair." he says bluntly taking a pillow and blanket.

you bite your lip and lay down slowly, closing your eyes and force your self to sleep. 

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Yeah its short...IM SORRY IM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS!!!!! And im having a few writers block! Ughhhh im so so so sooooooooo sorryyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
GIVE ME IDEAS PLEASE

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