After the first lesson me and my best friend Nev down to the college cafe and brought a drink and some cookies. As I went to step into the cafe I felt a huge wave of nausea come over me as I realised that I left my hoodie back upstairs I stopped in my tracks and Nev looked over her shoulder concerned "Whats up Hayden?" I look down at the floor ashamed "I cant go in there I've left my hoodie upstairs, everyone will laugh and I wont pass at all, I'm so scared Nev." She then took me away from the door and held me by the shoulders and said "Dude, no-one is gunna notice I promise you, lets get our food and then head back upstairs yeah?" She said soothingly. I nodded and then we both walked in, my eyes scanned the hall over and over again for unwanted eye contact. I had never been so nervous to walk through the hall again.
I grabbed what I wanted and then headed to the checkout. "£2.40 please love?" my heart dropped and my whole body winced as she called me "love" I practically threw my money at her and then stormed out. The amount of effort it took me to go in there and one person decided to fucking shatter it. I pace up and down the corridor trying my best not to panic as I waited for Nev to come back, she rushed out as she saw the look of panic as I grabbed my head in my hands and started to slide down the wall. She rushed over to me and sat down with me, "Hey, Hayden its ok, its just a name come on calm down." As she was saying this people were just walking past looking and laughing, I really wanted that day to end there and then.
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Teen Fiction17year old Transgender (FTM) who's not out to his parents because they dont support it finally becomes who he wants to be when he goes to uni but what will happen when he finally does come out?
