nickys pov
i wasnt angry. i was. i was. god i hated my self. i shouldnt have told her that straight on.
"FUCK!" i yelled. in frustration. my eyes watered. i blinked and squinted so it wasnt obvious. red abd norma came rushing over. i glanced at norma, she had got her note pad out. i came face to face with red. her dry hands cupped my face as i carried on blinking fast.
"i saw what happened nicky." my hands came to meet hers.
"its nothing to be sad about." i said nothing but wrapped my hands around reds shoulders and cried out in pain.
"i know you loved her. " reds soothing words comforted me. i relaxed my shoulders as we sat down next to norma.
she had scribbled on her piece of paper
'tell us the whole situation'
i opened my mouth but nothing came out. a small whisper, if that, i crinkled my nose and snuffled as i started to sob.