Lisa Omitted

Lisa 

Hello.

Is a word that I continually say over and over, but no one ever responds. They always act as if I'm not there, like I'm nothing but air. My family no longer talks to me, even when I scream at them to answer they go about their lives with a sad look on their faces. But I still never get any response.

Now that I think about it, no one has spoken a word to me. Not even Jake, my assumed ex-boyfriend. I use the word assumed, because we never actually ended our relationship.

I came to school one day and he wouldn't even look at me when I spoke to him. Then three days later I saw him all over some girl, whose name is unknown to me so I refer to her with the term slut. 

Slut, a term that I once found offensive. Now it rolls off my tongue, because what other name is there for a person who hooks up with your boyfriend before you've broken up?

It's not just my personal dictionary that has changed, I can slowly feel myself growing bitter. My once optimistic out-look of the world is now shaded more and more every day. 

At times I just want to leave, to escape. But I have no money and no way to leave. And what if the next place I ended up in was worse than here?

So, I will stay but only until graduation, the day that someone has to call my name, the day someone has to acknowledge me. I check my grades online every week and they haven't changed, I still have the same hundred in every class.

The teacher haven't even bothered to give me work. Not that I'm complaining. But in their own way the teachers even ignore me, they never call on me.

So I've taken to sitting in the back of the classroom and staring out the nearest window of the classroom. I easily get lost in my thoughts, but only on the days that I start to imagine people still care about me. 

There are questions that I have, that are still unanswered.

What did I do wrong? Why does nobody care anymore? Is the reason that no one cares my fault?

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So what did you think? Can I have some feed back? This is the first thing I've written for Wattpad in a while, since I deleted my other stories. Would it make a good story?

All My Love-

Vivian 

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