You Left // n.h

Chapter 1 - I Hate You..

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*Now*

Rachels POV

"Perrie hurry up! We're going to be late for El, again!" Perrie takes ages to get ready, it is so annoying. We are all normally studying for 6 form finals because we're 18 we are almost finished thank god. So anytime we get free we go partying, we probably shouldn't but we aren't bothered. We are going to a new club that just opened down the block from mine and Perrie's flat. We are meeting Mike there, he's my best friend. Always there whenever I need him. 

Since I knew Perrie would be another ten minutes or so, I sat down to watch some TV. One of those stupid gossip shows came on so I started looking for the remote. I couldn't find it anywhere. I gave up on trying to find it and sat down and started watching the show. The young blonde presenter introduced 'The one and only', ha yeah right, 'One Direction'. 

I almost jumped off the sofa when I heard Perrie sigh loudly right next to me. She laughed and I joined her.

"Just look at him" pointing to Zayn, practically drooling over him. 

"Yeah he's hot but they're probably all dicks, especially him." no emotion in my face or voice as I pointed to the lying fake idiot, I once called my best friend. Perrie sighed.

"Rach it's been 2 years.." 

"2 years. I know. He left me with no goodby-" I was cut off as she spoke again.

"Rach he was bus-"

"NO! What? He was too busy to text me to say where he was?! No calls! Nothing! He lied. He left me when I needed him most Per. He just disappeared.." I told Perrie the state I was in just before he left. I stopped talking and changed my attitude as quickly as I could. 

"You ready?" She nods. "LETS GO PARTY!" Jumping in the air and grabbing my purse and putting my heels on. Perrie took her key out and unlocked the door. 

"Wait! I'm just going to check if I look ok, just in case there are some cute one" Winking at Perrie, she laughed and nodded. I ran upstairs to the first mirror I saw. I was wearing a black skin-tight dress that came just onto my thighs and black heels. My hair was in loose curls as usual, I had a very dark smokey eye, and nude lipstick. I twirled once more before I ran to the door where Perrie was on her phone as usual. 

"Ready" She looked up and smiled. She was wearing a tight red dress that was just a little shorter than mine, nude heels. She's such a stunning girl. Blonde hair, same as mine. And one nose piercing which suited her very well.

As we got into the car park I spotted Mike and El standing next to the car both on their phones. 

"MIKE! EL!" I shouted over to them and they both suddenly looked up and smiled brightly. We quickly walked over to them. I hugged Mike and then the same to El. 

"You both look stunning!" El and Mike said in unison, we all laughed as we got into Mike's car. 

"Whats the club called Mike?" Perrie asked from the back seat as I sat in the front. 

"It's not a huge club kind of  private I think, Luckily you've got a best friend like me who can get tickets" He smirks at us all and we laugh. "It's called Lights". 

"Sounds cool really" El said, we all nodded as Mike parked the car on the opposite street to the Club. We all get out and walked across the street to where the club is. The guard asked for tickets and Mike gave him them, we were guided inside. As we got inside, it wasn't huge but it wasn't small either it was perfect really. Me and El ran over the the bar, I guess you could say me and El like a good drink to be honest. We ordered our drinks and went to the part Mike and Per were sat. 

I was a bit drunk, me and Mike were dancing on the dance floor together. It was really good music at this club. I decided to go get a drink again for us all since we were all a bit drunk except for Mike because he was driving obviously. I stumbled over to the bar and ordered four more drinks. When they arrived I tried carrying them all but it didn't work out. Before I dropped one a blonde boy grabbed it. I couldn't see his face but I said thank you anyway. I turned on my heel to walked away but I stopped as I heard the young  boy talk 

"Anytime Rach" His thick Irish accent. I knew it was him. He took his sunglasses off. I dropped one of the glasses causing it to smash. I turned and ran. As fast as I could. He didn't follow me and I was glad he didn't. As soon as I got back to Mike I wanted to forget, and I kept telling myself it was my imagination. I dragged Mike onto the dance floor again and started dancing like crazy. El went to get me and her another drink since Per didn't want one she had water. When she came back I downed it in seconds. 

"SHOTS!" El shouts at me.

"YES WOO" Now me and El are very drunk, we run to the bar. We didn't reconise anyone except Mike and Per who were watching us carefully. El asked for our shots as soon as they arrived El started to sing a song me and her sing for when we take shots. Mike went to Per back into the car for her too sleep. I could feel eyes on me and El, I turned around 5 boys sat on a table watching me and El. I stumbled over to them. I jumped and sat on the table they were sat on. 

"Want to tell me why you guys are staring at us huh?" I looked at them, each one. A curly one, one didnt stop laughing so I laughed with him, and two others. I turned around and looked at the other boy. No expression on his face. Arms crossed. Do I even know him?! Then it hits me again.

"GO AWAY" He looked up into my eyes. I didn't realise that I was crying. I stood up and walked backwards slowly. "LEAVE ME ALONE" His eyes look hurt. "I hate you." With that I turned and walked towards El grabbed her arm and dragged her to the car. I helped her get in, but as soon as I did so, I ran, as fast as I could. I heard Mike shouting my name over and over again but I didn't turn around.

I knew exactly where I was going. I ran faster. I stood at the top of the cliff. I sat down next to a giant stone-wall type object. I looked at it. Every single message that was craved into it. I couldn't stay there any longer, I hate it. It reminded me why I hate him. He left when I was at my worse. Mike is the best thing that ever happened to me. I d back slowly, I walked to my flat. When I walked in Mike ran up to me, and hugged me as tight as  possible.

"I thought you were going to do it.." I felt his tear land on my back, I hugged him even tighter. "I'm going to put the kettle on yeah, you go pick out a film and go get in your pj's. He smiled at me, I smiled back and walked into my room. Per was sat on my bed sniffles escaping every once in a while. Tears were flooded all over my bed. She looked up and I smiled at her. I walked over to sit next to her on my bed. I took the photo out of her hand and looked at her, she smiled and so did I. 

"I remember this" I told her, she nodded and looked up at me. Next thing I knew she hugged me tightly.

"I miss you" she said, I pulled back confused. "The happy you" she hugged me again.

"Movie night with my bestfriends?" She looked up and smiled brightly.

"As always" she smiled. I pick up my PJ's and went into the bathroom took all my makeup off and got into the clothes. I walked into the living room, Mike was sat on the sofa with sweats and a tshirt on,covered in blankets and pillows. I laughed and he looked at me smiling again. I ran and jumped over the sofa and sat next to him. He laughed at my attempt. Two minutes later Per comes back in and sits next to me, hugging me. 

"Means girls?" Mike rolls his eyes, but he secretly likes it. We both nodd and he outs in the movie. During th movie we all shouted out the quotes we know. We laughed so much together.