I'm a fool for thinking you felt the same. No that's not true. I knew you didn't. I'm was a fool for thinking this time would be different. Yet I knew you would leave with the same excuse. I knew it was coming I just hoped it wouldn't. Only even a month into our relationship we stopped talking as much. I brought it up and it was fixed for maybe a few days. By month two I had gotten sick, I was in the hospital. I needed you and you went days without talking to me. I knew it was only a matter of time before we were over. By month three summer came around. I worked my ass off to try and see you and to get money to do things with you. But you stayed distant. When I got to my father's this was your chance to not talk to me again. You took it. I'd ask how you were and if get "I'm ok" and I'd try to start a conversation and you'd end it as quick at it started. I asked if I did something wrong and you got mean. But I loved you so I kept trying. The thing about relationships is they're two sided. I can't hold up both sides while you go do whatever you want. I knew it was coming and yet even though I knew that's what the call was about it still caught me off guard and hurt me. But I that's when I realized I wasn't the fool. You were the one who lost someone who would've done anything for you, who loved you. You ruined your second chance.
