Return?- n.h [A.U]

peace?

*Edited February 12, 2016*

"a little.. well I mean not to much." I told Niall while he just looked me in the eye the whole time.

I felt like my heart was about to come out of me. where was he going this.

"oh ok." Niall said while walking away leaving me wanting to know what just happen.

what just happen first we yelling at each other then we are saying we are sorry for all this drama and now he is talking to me about us having sex.

I really don't know anymore.

I love Niall and I just really wish we would go ahead and have sex but there is no telling if that will happen any time soon.

I had forgotten all about the fact that I had cut myself a day or two ago.

Niall still doesn't know that I went back to cutting but I know he will be mad at me.Niall hated it when he first found out and I know a second time will kill him.

just why Asia, why did you have to do this and make things worst?

My day dreaming if that what you want to call it was stopped by my phone ringing. I picked it up to see it was Holly texting.

From Holly

"how are things going?"

To Holly

"they are a little better but I mean he is still mad or going to be."

From Holly

"what do you mean go to be?"

To Holly

"well, I had cut myself."

From Holly

"When?"

To Holly

"a day ago maybe two days."

From Holly

"Asia why?"

To Holly

"we had gotten into a fight again. it just got really bad and I don't know what I was thinking."

From Holly

"Asia, you know what your doing that doesn't make thing any better."

To Holly

"I know I was just not thinking."

From Holly

"have you cut since then?"

To Holly

"no, but I still have to tell him. I have no idea how he is going to take it."

From Holly

"he is going to take bad. Niall just going to get even more mad than he already is."

To Holly

"your right."

From Holly

"is Niall at the house right now?"

To Holly

"no, he left like an hour ago. why?"

From Holly

"tell him you staying the night over here. we need to talk."

To Holly

"but he will think I'm mad at him."

From Holly