Am I so far lost that I don't know why I'm lost at all? Is this just something I made up in my head? Am I really lost? I've been calling out for you to find me. Sometimes I can feel that your so close and then you turn back. You go the other way. I scream out for you but you can't hear me. I miss human contact. I miss human emotions. I miss love. I've been lost in my own little world with nothing but myself. Please I beg you to find me. I beg you. I heard a voice the other day. Sometimes I think its you but I know its not. The voice tells me I'll never be found. It laughs at me. All I want is to feel your touch again. To feel your contact. I want to feel your hand rub down my back. I want to hear your voice say everything is going to be okay. The anxiety builds up inside me. Its about to burst. The tears that rain down my face are always there. I feel them on my face but they are invisible. I will always have those tears there reminding me that I'm still lost. I may never be found. I may never have that contact I long for. I may never feel your touch upon my face again. Please come find me here. Please help me find my way out. Will you search for me?
