Beginning Of A Teenager's Life

Love Hurts

Every night I find myself in that same dark room with the door locked , laying on the same bed , crying about the same thing and same person. I never would've imagined my self so depressed at night. I also never thought you would hurt me so much by the things that you tell me. I thought you loved me... I thought you meant what you said... I thought I was just as important to you as you are to me. I'm a young teenage girl who's life is falling apart. My family isn't the same, and the only thing that was keeping me together was having you by my side. When things weren't so good at home I knew you would always be there for me and I could always tell you how I feel and I can always cry to you. So why would you do this to me? You had became such an important part in my life , and this is how you treat me. This is the reaction I get like I'm just nobody and never was. I thought we had something and if we did I know we still have it... your just falling for someone else at the moment... I know because i've done it before. When i lost that person i had for someone i liked i ended up with nobody. I ruined whatever I had with people who cared about me for someone temporary. So I stopped letting those people into my life when I met you because you were different. And eventually I learned to love😒 But maybe I loved too hard because I ignored all signs people would give me about you. Just because I wanted you and only you. That hasn't changed just a bit even when you tell me I should give up, I keep trying because I feel like you will come back around. Because I believe that you love me , and I have faith in you... My mind tells me to give up but my heart just won't let me. You've put me through so much and at the end of the day I still love you the same with no love lost.😭 My first love , and you mean the WORLD to me and it hurts me so bad to know that im nothing to you anymore. That some girl would not care about how id feel and just take you away from me like this😭😔 Im sorry i cant deal 🙅👐😭 im done.

-a broken heart teenage girl 😒