Messy Girl, Messy Life, Could Be A Messy Story?

BullShit

Eli; Look i know i was coming on too hard, i'm sorry i just really feel like we have some sort of connection? I know it might sound like i'm rushing things but i really feel like i like like you?
Me; Uhh Eli, look i like your vibe and how you are as a person because you seem very humble and caring but we just barely met?
Eli; Yeah i know, anyways i have to go . Bye
Me; Okay? Bye.
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Truly i felt done with the day, i didn't go to my other 2 classes. So i just felt to my home, while walking out i bumped into Axel.
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"Hey, what's up boo!?" He said while coming up to hug me. "Ahh nothing, i was just gonna go. You know like to my classs?" I say nervously. "Oh seriously? Didn't seem like you were, it sort of looked like you were walking to the exit. Why you gotta lie? I'm not judgmental." He says looking into my eyes. I look away blushing and try not to act awkward and say, "Just because i didn't want you to think differently of me? Or just think i don't care about school, when i really do!" He holds my hand and takes me out and says, "Look you could rely on me, i'm not not judgment like i said." I look at him and smile, i looked into his eyes and said, "So are you like seeing anyone?" He looks at me and says, "Why? Look we should go to my favorite place to chill!" I nod and think about how stupid i am. He probably does have a girlfriend! Ugh you know what i'm just gonna think of him as a friend? Not a big deal, right?